I don't know why I let him kiss me. He doesn't love me. I certainly don't love him. I love… either Isaac or Garret. I haven't quite figured out which one I love more yet. I think Isaac, but I'm too sure… Grandmother and Auntie said that it was normal to not be quite sure… But is it normal to kiss someone who I don't love?
I don't know why he kisses me. I think boredom. There may be some attraction, but I think its mostly boredom. There's some great thrill to kissing me. Probably all the work it takes to hide those kisses. Three years have done nothing to Felix's protective streak.
I don't know why I don't push him away. Like I said, it's a lot of work to hide, a lot of work to cover. Maybe it's knowing I'm desired… Isaac… he's never looked at me like that. As if I was pretty… as if I was beautiful. He looks at me that way. I can see it all the time.
I don't know why we play this game. We both know it will go nowhere. He doesn't love me. I don't love him. Yet we play anyway.
Why?
Author's note: All right then. Why is Golden Sun so easy to write about? Anyway, in my head, the "he" is Alex. No idea why, but I've always viewed them as… well… not quite a couple. Let's go with "enemies with benefits"? yeah… we'll go with that.
Let's see… oh! I had Jenna not be quite certain who she liked more between Isaac and Garret because some of their dialogue (especially way back in Vale in GS) seemed like she and Garret were flirting… yet we know that she and Isaac marry. So… compromise? ^^