Yuki,
I need you in my life. How could you leave me broken and crying, I called for you with no reply. I knew you heard me, so why didn't you answer? I'm so confused how could you do this to me? I loved you. Did you even care for me? I wish I knew why you left. Do you know how much it hurts? To know you're with him everyday laughing, it hurts so much without you. I have to carry on like nothing happened. To me it's like a broken record to you it's a long forgotten memory. If you knew would you have left still? I hope not but I know it's nothing but false hope, but is it really worse than no hope at all. I wanted to die, but I couldn't thanks to that last shred of false hope. You didn't have the mercy to just set me free did you? So now here I am dreading everyday that I live. Only my friends can help me, but even they are not enough. I still need you, why? Why do I still need you? I just don't understand! Why do I want you back I thought I was over you! So why do I still care? No one knows what is wrong with me, can I be fixed? I just want it to end! Why won't it end? It seems like a never ending cascade of tears. Why won't you notice me? Am I ugly, or weird? What's wrong with me? Why don't you want to be seen with me? Why can't you love me? I swear I'm better than him, so why? Why is he better than me? I've stayed with you through your tough times yet you still don't love me. I don't understand. Why? Couldn't you even give me a chance? I just want you to love me. I fought so hard, can I rest now since the battle is over? I lost but will not be forgotten, for after war is there not peace? I shall let him have his peace for I am wounded and cannot fight anymore. I can't be strong all the time even I have flaws and weaknesses but when I regain my strength I shall fight as hard as I can, for you my love are worth all the scars.
Sincerely,
Zero Kiryu.