Title: Dear Naminé,
Subject: I hate you.
To: Naminé
From: Roxas
Subject: I should let you know.
Dear Naminé,
I know you're moving away, but I had to let you know before It's too late.
Naminé, I hate you. I really hate you.
I value our friendship so much more than any other friendship I've ever had, and I'm finally going to ruin this by telling you the truth.
I've liked you for the past five years.
Actually, I've been in love with you for the past five years.
And it's awful because-
I hate you. I hate you so much.
You want to know why?
I hate you because all those times guys flirt with you, you smile that angel smile of yours without realizing what's happening, and my heart rips itself into pieces.
I hate you so so much because every time you smile at me it feels like I'm at the top of the world. And I think I couldn't go higher. I think I couldn't go higher, because being at the top of the world is high enough. It's enough for me. That's all I had ever wanted.
But then you kiss me, and my world crashes from beneath me, and I feel like I'm soaring. Touching the stars, flying. You're my heaven in those moments.
And I hate you for that.
And worst of all- I hate you the most because I feel so guilty, so, so guilty;
because I feel like I betrayed you. I feel guilty being in love, head over heels in love with you, because you've told me everything about yourself, and you think you know everything about me as well; yet, you don't know the biggest aspect of myself.
That I'm in love with you.
And I hate you for it.
It's Everything about you. Everything.
The way you laugh, and cry... your mannerisms, your eyes, (God, I love those eyes) and your smile.
But Your soul. That's what I hate the most.
Your soul is beautiful.
From: Roxas
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