AN: I originally wrote this with a different couple in mind but I decided against them and made it Faberry instead. It felt more fitting.
All mistakes are mine. I don't own Glee. All that good stuff.
Quinn was content with her secret "friends with benefits" relationship with Rachel. No talking, no complications, no strings attached and absolutely, no feelings whatsoever. Easy, right? Except, nothing in life was ever easy for Quinn Fabray. So when Quinn notices Rachel slowly begins to fade away, Quinn fights desperately to keep her.
Beautiful Disaster.
Prologue
The roaring laughter of children surrounds me. I can't help but smile as I glance around at all animated flashing lights. I visit this special place every now and then. It's the only place where I feel like the weight of world is lifted from my shoulders, even if it's just for a few hours.
It's also the only place where I can forget about all my problems, my fears, and more importantly, my heart.
I guess you can say that this place is my getaway.
As I make my way towards the spinning, oversized teacups, my heart begins to pace a little. I always get a bit nervous before this ride. It makes me sick every time, but for some odd reason, it's my absolute favorite. I give the attendant my ticket once I reach the rusty black metal gate. She smiles at me softly as she unlocks the tarnished gate.
I faintly whisper a "thank you" as I walk towards the elevated platform. I stop for a second and inhale deeply.
I can do this.
I take the big step up the platform and make my way towards the bright red teacup in the middle. I open the tiny sized door and slip right in. Within seconds the roar of the machine bought the ride to life. A million thoughts begin to rush through my head as my heart begins to race. My frail hands reach for the wheel that makes the cup spin.
I love her. I love her so fucking much.
A burst of adrenaline excites my body as the ride starts to pick up speed. Using both of my hands, I start to turn the wheel with all my might. My teacup begins to spin round and round and round, faster with every turn. I can feel the tears start to form in my eyes. I continue to turn the wheel faster and faster, even though my body is telling to stop.
I can't get the image of her fucking that asshole out of my head.
Anger creeps through my body, fueling my movements. I keep turning and turning the wheel until I finally reach my exhaustion point.
My hands give away and they fall to my sides, lifeless.
My teacup starts to slow down.
Hot tears begin to fall from my eyes, wetting my torn skirt.
With one swift movement, I wipe the burning tears from my cheeks. I don't know why, but I can't help it. I can't stop myself from crying.
My lonesome teacup slowly comes to a stop as all the other people-filled teacups continue to spin with excitement. My heart starts beating faster, much faster than what my tiny body can handle. I gasp for air as tears continue to run down my cheeks.
I feel lost .. so lonely.
I don't want to leave this place. I don't want to deal with all of this anymore. It hurts. She hurts me so much.
I pull my legs toward my body, curling up like a ball. I run my fingers through my hair in frustration, pulling on it tightly every so often, as I cry harder. My cries drown out all the cheerful laughter that surrounds me.
I can't hear anything but my own heart rapidly pounding.
"Rachel, where are you?"
My vision begins to blur.
"Rachel!"
Am I hearing things? Is someone calling for me? It can't be.
I reach for the side of the teacup tightly, grasping for air. My exhausted body wants to shut down now.
"RACHEL!"
I heard it this time, loud and clear. I turn slowly towards the direction of the voice. The bright, blurry lights start to hurt my eyes.
In the distance I can spot an all too familiar face.
I try my hardest to focus my eyes on her. Her mascara tears stained her beautiful, angelic face.
"I love you, Rachel. Please don't leave me" she begs.
I smile to myself as I hear those words. My bruised, aching body can finally get its rest.
"I love you too … Quinn."
As you can see, the prologue is rather short. The first real chapter will be posted tomorrow. Feedback is always appreciated.