Watching Him.
"The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live"
He was always watching Alexander. No mater how much it hurt. No matter what he saw Alexander doing. No matter his opinion, nor his feelings. Neither matter, to a king. A king will do as he liked. Oh how Hephaestion wished things could be different. If they were normal village boys, nothing special about them but they're looks. Perhaps then Alexander wouldn't take an lovers, perhaps they could have lived out the rest of there lives together, happily. However Alexander is king, it is his right to take as many lovers as he wants. If only Alexander wasn't so cruel then his bed wouldn't be so cold. If only Alexander the Great, was just Alexander, then maybe they both could be happy, then Alexander would need any other lovers, than Hephaestion. If only it didn't hurt to watch him.