+Note:

I'm not a native English speaker so there might be error in this fanfic.

Also I'm new to this so I hope you guys can tell me when I do something strange.

This one is mostly Kankurou x Kengo and a slightly Kankurou x Nene.

These characters are not mine, I only own this story I've made up.

This story may contain OOC.

Please go read Sousei no Onmyouji manga because it's cool and it's the best manga I've ever read.

Chapter Prologue

3:00 AM

It's raining outside.

I can hear the noisy sound of rain and the sound this sleeping quack doctor is making. To be honest it's not something so uncomfortable for me because I have already gotten used to it. Everytime after going to Magano and badly injured, he will just be here, never leave me alone for 1 sec. That's what I think.

"Why did you do this annoying stuff all the time?"

I once asked him so, and he answered me with some kind of mysterious face, of course, it's hard to tell which emotion he is hiding behind that white mask he wore all the time.

"Maybe because I'm afraid Ken-chan will not be able to get used to this place?"

"I'm not some kids. Stop calling me that, you quack doctor."

He somehow made me angry so that he can avoid answering that question. I know. However, it seems like I cannot do anything about it. Looking at his sleeping face, I only have the comfortable feeling. Maybe, just maybe he is right about the thing that I hate hospital.

Althought it's because of him that I'm like this.

Maybe it's best for me to rest a bit more, I closed my eyes. I should have known that someone beside me still awake and pretend to sleep all this time. Well, it doesn't matter. He can do whatever he want as long as not related to the operation stuffs. I've had enough of that.

6:00 AM

"Kengo-sama, you can come back home after today. Your wound is almost healed."

"Thanks."

I answered Hinazuka Nene, Kankurou's nurse. Maybe Kankurou is busy today. Well, I don't think I want to talk to him right now. Thinking about hospital fee makes me sick. Next time I won't be this reckless again.

"Is there something wrong, Kengo-sama?"

"No, nothing."

Maybe this is the first time that I stay in hospital without him beside so he told her to take care of me? I immediately get rid of that thought off my mind. What am I even thinking? Nene is still looking at me for a bit, then come back to work and tell me to call her if something happens.

8:00 PM

Time sure goes fast, me with the leaving this place intention can't be any happier about this. I take all of my stuffs and leave the room, it would be easy if I don't meet him. He looks a bit exhausted but his face always keeps that easy going expression. Sometime it makes me mad somehow.

"What a coincidence. You are leaving? Should I take you home?"

"No need."

Why is he still treating me like a kid? I don't get it. He doesn't show any disappointed expresstion, take my wrist and lead me to somewhere I don't know. I don't bother to ask where are we going or anything, maybe there is something that is telling me to follow him.

He took me to the hall, sat on the waiting chair and made a sign for me to sit down beside him. Why do I have to do this? But in some ways, the intention of going home immediately fell out of my mind. I just did as he tells me to.

We didn't talk once bit, just staying there and look at the night sky. I took out the abacus and start to calculate something to stop the intense feeling. Then he suddenly started to mumble something about gloves or something, I couldn't hear it clearly so I ignored him.

"What are you calculating, Ken-chan?"

"Everything. I have to make sure you won't do anything bad to me"

"I didn't do anything bad-"

"You did some operations and took out my viscera."

"You didn't trust anyone, did you?"

"I won't, because they will take what they want and leave me if I was being careless."

"Didn't you have me now?"

"What?"

"I said, didn't you have me stay by your side now?"

I opened my eyes because of surprising, and all I could see was his beautiful blue eyes shining under the moon light. I could tell it was a determined face he was making. Somehow I can't answer Kankurou at all, I just stay there, stupidly looking at him in the deserted hall.

Maybe that sentence of him has started this all.