"Behind Blue Eyes" (rated PG)
Songfic
Koudelka
Disclaimer: Seifer Almasy and Rinoa Heartily do not belong to me. The song "Behind Blue Eyes" does not belong to me, either.
*Author's Note: This fic contains mention of yaoi pairing, if you can not except this, please take it upon yourself to do the right thing, by just exiting the story. Also I do not except flame e-mail about this matter. Thank you, enjoy.
/No one knows what it's like to be the bad man../
Seifer knocked on the door and waited for an answer.
/To be the sad man../
And as he waited he remember...
/Behind blue eyes../
That summer when he was seventeen, she sixteen... It was the most fun he had ever had in his life
/No one knows what it's like to be hated/
But then he thought of how things had changed so much since then...
/To be fated/
How awful and bitter he had gotten.
/To telling only lies./
So awful that no one believed him anymore...
/But my dreams aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
All because of one dream he had... his romantic dream....
/I have hours, only lonely/
He just wanted to make his dreams come true and be happy. But his dreams became his own demise.
/My love is vengeance that's never free./
He knew what everyone thought of him... Even Squall..
/No one knows what it's like to feel these feelings, Like I do. And I blame you./
The first person he had known that he loved hated him.
/No one bites back as hard..on their anger./
His love made Squall suffer in deep pain. Seifer got so angry telling him over and over again what he felt and got nothing in return.
/None of my pain and woe can show through./
Was Seifer so terrible that he made Squall that scared to tell him the truth. The truth about himself and his feelings for Seifer.
/But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
And now Seifer was too scared to tell anyone about his feelings.. Scared that whoever he told wouldn't share the same feelings; would only hate him instead.
/I have hours, only lonely./
But he was getting older and lonelier and it was time for him to take a chance. After a year of being alone it was time.
/My love is vengeance that's never free./
So he stood to face the door and it opened.
/No one knows what it's like to be Mistreated,/
"Seifer?" Rinoa stepped out into the cold.
/To be defeated.../
"Um hey. It's cold out here, I'm sorry to have made you come out here."
"What are you here for?"
/Behind Blue Eyes./
"I know you'll probably blow me off but I have something to tell you."
"Come on in. Haven't seen you in so long, how's Squall?" They stepped inside and she sat down.
/And no one knows how to say that they're sorry and don't worry. I'm not telling lies./
"Um forget him look this is kinda weird I know but..."
/But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
"But?"
/I have hours, only lonely./
"I.. I love you... I've always loved you. That summer.. I..."
/My love is vengeance that's never free.../
"I love you too" Rinoa kissed him softly with no question.
/No one knows what it's like to be the bad man../
Seifer took her in his arms as she said, "I was hoping you'd say that."
/To be the sad man../
He wasn't sad or alone anymore...
/Behind Blue Eyes.../
It didn't matter what Squall or anyone else thought of him, Seifer knew he had someone who loved him back. He wasn't gonna let her go.
Songfic
Koudelka
Disclaimer: Seifer Almasy and Rinoa Heartily do not belong to me. The song "Behind Blue Eyes" does not belong to me, either.
*Author's Note: This fic contains mention of yaoi pairing, if you can not except this, please take it upon yourself to do the right thing, by just exiting the story. Also I do not except flame e-mail about this matter. Thank you, enjoy.
/No one knows what it's like to be the bad man../
Seifer knocked on the door and waited for an answer.
/To be the sad man../
And as he waited he remember...
/Behind blue eyes../
That summer when he was seventeen, she sixteen... It was the most fun he had ever had in his life
/No one knows what it's like to be hated/
But then he thought of how things had changed so much since then...
/To be fated/
How awful and bitter he had gotten.
/To telling only lies./
So awful that no one believed him anymore...
/But my dreams aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
All because of one dream he had... his romantic dream....
/I have hours, only lonely/
He just wanted to make his dreams come true and be happy. But his dreams became his own demise.
/My love is vengeance that's never free./
He knew what everyone thought of him... Even Squall..
/No one knows what it's like to feel these feelings, Like I do. And I blame you./
The first person he had known that he loved hated him.
/No one bites back as hard..on their anger./
His love made Squall suffer in deep pain. Seifer got so angry telling him over and over again what he felt and got nothing in return.
/None of my pain and woe can show through./
Was Seifer so terrible that he made Squall that scared to tell him the truth. The truth about himself and his feelings for Seifer.
/But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
And now Seifer was too scared to tell anyone about his feelings.. Scared that whoever he told wouldn't share the same feelings; would only hate him instead.
/I have hours, only lonely./
But he was getting older and lonelier and it was time for him to take a chance. After a year of being alone it was time.
/My love is vengeance that's never free./
So he stood to face the door and it opened.
/No one knows what it's like to be Mistreated,/
"Seifer?" Rinoa stepped out into the cold.
/To be defeated.../
"Um hey. It's cold out here, I'm sorry to have made you come out here."
"What are you here for?"
/Behind Blue Eyes./
"I know you'll probably blow me off but I have something to tell you."
"Come on in. Haven't seen you in so long, how's Squall?" They stepped inside and she sat down.
/And no one knows how to say that they're sorry and don't worry. I'm not telling lies./
"Um forget him look this is kinda weird I know but..."
/But my dreams, they aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be./
"But?"
/I have hours, only lonely./
"I.. I love you... I've always loved you. That summer.. I..."
/My love is vengeance that's never free.../
"I love you too" Rinoa kissed him softly with no question.
/No one knows what it's like to be the bad man../
Seifer took her in his arms as she said, "I was hoping you'd say that."
/To be the sad man../
He wasn't sad or alone anymore...
/Behind Blue Eyes.../
It didn't matter what Squall or anyone else thought of him, Seifer knew he had someone who loved him back. He wasn't gonna let her go.