You look in the mirror.
Do not you recognize more. In the reflection you don't see a girl relatively happy, relatively popular and relatively satisfied with her life. In the reflection you see a woman from the soul tired, tired even of itself, is not nobody, is not nothing, a girl that have wrong so many times.
In the reflection you see a girl that love clothes, money, popularity, words that have dazzled, led into temptation so many times, it is now too boring to think about.
Words that you were paired with your wrong husband, what you thought of loving.
But a marriage without love is nothing, right?
That mirror reflects what you really are: a woman without scruples, your heart is broken now, you cheated and you were betrayed, you feel no longer what it once, you feel as if another person ... your most secret dreams, your hopes, your lights, you were out ... like you was immersed in total darkness, a dark, depressing, perpetual darkness.
And that's who you see in the mirror: a woman who does not have the strength to start, a woman who does not love a woman who is just a coward.