This is a little angsty piece that I worked on tonight. Triggers for self harm, attempted suicide and cheating. Maybe some other things but I don't know.
It isn't happy for one character and I know that this is nothing that this would never happen
I do not own anything but a small idea
You don't hear the door open.
You don't hear the footsteps creeping up the hall to your room.
You don't hear the slight gasp of shock coming from the doorway.
You don't hear someone running from the room.
You don't hear the front door close.
Later when he is gone and you're finally alone on your bed you hear someone knock on the door and you think that Blaine has just forgotten his keys.
Before you answer the door you call out, "Blaine?"
"No..." You voice replies and you hear him take a deep breath in, "It's Sebastian..."
You want to scream and yell, but you can't because you have already screwed up so much already so you open the door a little taken aback when you don't see his familiar smirk, "what do you want?"
"Blaine...B-Blaine..." he stops talking and you think you can hear him sob a little, "Kurt he...Blaine is...he...fuck...Kurt h-he tried to kill himself"
"What?" you ask and Sebastian hands over a piece of paper.
"He asked if he could stay with me asking me not to ask why and I was at school so I told him how to get in and when I got home..." You look up and see that his eyes are red and bloodshot and you can tell he isn't lying, "I was almost too late...Kurt...I hope he was worth it"
You watch as he walks away and you close the door opening up the note.
I thought I had someone I could trust.
I thought I had someone I could love forever.
But I was wrong.
He cheated on me and I heard it, saw it and I felt myself die inside.
The one I loved.
You were right Seb and I'm sorry that I had to do this here.
Don't blame yourself.
No one can save you when you have had your heart ripped in two..
I am sorry, so very sorry, but I was dead when I heard him moan out another's name.
You hate Blaine Anderson for trying to kill himself
You hate Sebastian Smythe for being his saviour.
But mostly you just hate yourself for hurting him in the first place.
Two years later you walk down the streets of New York with Rachel and Finn, when you look across the street to see Blaine and Sebastian looking at Tiffany's.
You see both the boys smiling as Blaine looks up and catches your eye.
He walks hand in hand with Sebastian and he looks brighter than normal. You can't help but stare at their hands seeing the scars on Blaine's wrists.
You only hear the end of the conversation when Blaine gushes, "We are getting married" and you look straight up to see the boy kiss and Sebastian smirk.
Finn and Rachel congratulate the two boys when you cut in, "I have to go but congratulations...you both deserve every happiness"
You start to walk away when Sebastian calls after you saying a sweet thank you but you nod, "I guess you won"
He laughs at you and you notice everyone is looking at you, "Kurt, Blaine isn't a game and maybe if you had known that from the start you wouldn't have cheated on him and lost him...we all almost lost him"
And you shake your head because you know it's true and you run away and make sure you never hurt anyone again.
Sad:( and poor Kurt
