I sat with my feet propped up on the empty theater chair before me and grasped Edwards stone cold hand in mine as we watched a movie that was more or less a comedy. I had no clue if it really was or not, I wasn't paying attention. I was to distracted by Edwards beauty in the darkness of the theater.

His face was the chalky white that I had grown to love and even at times worship. Looking at him made me feel so small and insignificant. Like I was a spec of dirt in the cleanest house of the world. Everything about him was so godly and gorgeous I couldn't help but compare myself.

We were nothing alike and yet we were exactly the same. Me and his souls were a perfect match, even if he thought he didn't have a soul. He couldn't deny that we were made for each other.

The lights turned on and my eyes quickly turned away from his to protect me from his beautiful honey colored eyes that were like flames.

" Bella, You know the movies over sweetie, don't you?" I forced myself to look into his flame like eyes and nodded. He smiled the half smile that I loved so much and put his finger under my chin. " You weren't watching it were you?" I turned red and nodded again for yes and he leaned in to kiss me.

" Get a room!" A small, round adolescent bellowed up at us. Edward stopped mid kiss and turned to stair at the boy, his eyes as black as night with a charming smile on his face.

" Your just jealous." He stated, his voice like velvet. The boys face turned to one of pure horror as he ducked behind his mother. Edward laughed deep in his throat and I had to smile. He turned back to me. " Now where were we?" He smiled, his eyes back to normal. " ah, yes, a kiss."

He leaned in and for a brief moment are lips touched. Fire and ice. I smiled as he pulled away and we left the theater hand and hand and headed towards the parking lot.

The drive to his house was a silent one. I couldn't wait. Today was my first official day as a new roommate to the Cullen's. But tonight wouldn't be one of my top ten. Tonight would be filled with pain, pain enough to last for three days as he had stated many of times.

The wedding was over board, but I had expect it to be. Alice had a lot of fun playing with decorations and even designing the wedding invitations. Alice looked stunning in her brides maid dress. The blood red color was perfectly matched her skin and hair that was its usually spiky self.

Renee ran around the whole day before the wedding trying to persuade me to call of the wedding until Charlie stepped in and calmed her down. Charlie knew exactly how I felt about Edward, and though he wouldn't admit that he liked Edward, Charlie loved the idea of a son in law.

All these thoughts and memories flooded my mind until the car reached a halting stop and Edward cut the engine and grabbed my hand.

"I know how you must be feeling now but trust me, I wouldn't do anything to hurt or harm you." I nodded. I knew that he wouldn't harm me. All of the times he saved me seemed to tell me that and yet a part of my mind wanted far away from him, to be with Jacob. I shook the thought out of my mind and exited the car and entered the familiar Cullen home.

Carlisle was there at the door waiting to greet us. He was to man the situation if Edward were to lose control. I shuddered at the thought.

"Okay Edward are you ready to do this." Edward answered but I didn't see for he was behind me, apparently telling him to ask me. " Bella, I should say, are you ready for this?"

I swallowed hard and nodded. Edward scooped me up and we glidded with Carlisle to a room I had never been in before. It was padded and to my knowledge probably sound proof.

Carlisle and Edward had a conversation so quiet and fast I didn't catch a word the said and then, pain came through me and into my veins.

A bite to the neck and bites to the wrists. The pain swelled with such intensity it was like someone had put liquid fire into my veins or stabbed me repeatedly with a blunt knife. I screamed involuntarily and Edward seemed to shrink back out through the door.

His eyes were pained and black as coal. I wasn't realizing that Edwards leave was involuntary until I saw Carlisle's arms locking Edwards in place. Edward had gone crazy with the scent of my blood and Carlisle had to pry him off me. That made the pain I felt that much worse and by that time I was in complete and utter agony.