Gone with the sin
Songfic inspired by HIM
What if Jaina, after Star by Star turned to the dark side and there was no chance for Kyp of saving her but kill her? A short glimpse on Kyps thoughts…
I love your skin oh so white
I love your touch cold as ice
Jaina, why have you grown so cold inside? This is not you anymore.
I loved you, Jaina.
But now they sent me to kill you.
I'm sorry.
And I love every single tear you cry
I just love the way you're loosing your life
I cried when I got the order.
You cried when you saw me coming. You knew.
Why didn't they give us any time together?
"It wasn't my idea. I don't want this!" I cry as my lightsaber hits your body.
Oh my baby how beautiful you are
Oh my darling completely torn apart
I understand your anger.
You lost both of your brothers on the same day.
But you were twisted, confused by the dark side.
Though you look the same, it's not you anymore – so they told me
You're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my darling
You've become a threat on the New Republic
Which Republic? – There isn't one existing no longer anyway…
I didn't want to kill you.
I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
They should have seen it in your eyes.
The sadness. The despair.
Why did they think, there would be no chance for you?
There was one for me…
I kiss your lips goodbye.
You were meant to be a goddess.
My goddess.
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way you're running out of life
I have always loved you, Jaina.
I have always longed for holding you in my arms.
Which I now finally have been allowed to do.
Now, that you're dying.
Oh my baby how beautiful you are
Oh my darling completely torn apart
You're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are
You're gone with the sin my darling
You have always been beautiful my love.
I have always wanted just to be with you.
I couldn't save you from the dark side as long you were alive.
But maybe I can now, now that you're dead.
So I come to follow you…