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What About Me?

Ginny knew he was ok. She knew he wouldn't be hurt or even worse dead. Or was he? She would have felt it wouldn't she? Ginny only wished she could talk to him, she knew she couldn't, though. The love of her life was away and she couldn't find him, she didn't know if the love of her life would even survive. She hadn't told him how she felt, she hadn't told him how much she loved him. He knew she loved him when she was younger, but did he know that she still did. Did he know that she needed him?

She had felt like her heart had been wrenched out on that sad day, the day Dumbledore had been buried, and the day Harry potter decided he had to go and save the world, the day she finally realized how much she loved him and then he had broken up with her just so that she wouldn't get hurt. Didn't he realize he had hurt her in the worst way possible? She did understand why he did this but she couldn't survive without him. She needed him; she loved him more than she loved her family.

She hadn't been able to give him the gift she had wanted to give him for his birthday. She would have given him something to remember her by. If she had she would have had a tracking spell on him she would have been able to find him when she needed him most. Like when she was crying herself to sleep, sick with worry over him.

It was almost a year since he had broken up with her, she could still feel his lips on hers. She could still remember how it felt to be with him: like nothing in the world could touch her, like she would never be hurt.

She was in the living room of her Aunt Muriel's house then suddenly her brother, bill, came in.

"Harry's safe and so are Hermione and Ron. They had a run in at the Malfoy's and Hermione was tortured but she's ok." He told her, "Dobby was stabbed by Bellatrix and didn't survive."

"I'm going back with you bill," she told him.

"No you aren't, they need a few weeks to recover and then they're off. I don't agree with what they're doing and not telling anyone but they feel the need to. They don't need you coming in and making Harry delay their journey. I know that would happen." Bill had been the only one that Ginny had told about her and Harry. She suddenly felt more heartbroken than before, she needed him. Why couldn't Bill understand it?

A/N what do you think this is the first time for me to write one of these.