Oops, No More Notes.
Edwards Point of View
I saw my precious Angel's face fall and lit up, fall and lit up, it was driving me crazy not knowing what was she thinking, what thought was torturing her like this, making her change her mind every second. So when we were on Biology class I decided to pass notes with her.-Since I tried to make her tell the truth when we were talking at the cafeteria on lunch, and she didn't.-
(Italics; Edward, Underlined; Bella)
What's wrong Love? I wrote passing the note to Bella.
When she read it, she sighed and started writing something.
It's nothing… I read.
Yes it is something. I wrote, knowing that she was telling a lie even when she write it down.
*Sigh* Ok, it's just that I was thinking about all the things that you had to do, and all the time you had to wait to be with me… I think it's unfair… Just that *sigh*
When I read that, I scowled, I couldn't help it. So I simply started writing an explanation for her, explain her some things to this stubborn girl that I loved -and OF COURSE still love- .
Silly Human. Look love, yes, I waited for someone since the Spanish Influenza hit Chicago, making my parents die and leaving Carlisle no option but to change me that night of 1918, when I was just 17 years old. The years passed and our family grew bigger; which was good, since we all drank the animals' blood and nothing else, like for example, a walking temptation of Human blood.
Then you arrived and I had nothing left but to fall in love with you, you weren't -And still are- so different from the rest. Oh! And of course, being you the only person that kept her thoughts for herself, being you the only one that was immune to my mind-reader gift, only made you more interesting and beautiful than you already were. There was when I realized that we couldn't be friends, you couldn't and shouldn't love me… It is a law of Nature that Vampires and Humans couldn't co-exist and much less; falling in love with each other… But it happened!
'And so the Lion fell in love with the Lamb'…
That day at our meadow, I was afraid that you would start running and shrieking, but regardless, I wanted you to, I wanted you to be safe, I didn't want to scare you off but I wanted you to be safe, it was dilemma that flashed through my mind every time I saw you.
But of course, you surprised me again.
Life was perfect if I was beside you. But of course, I had to be plain stupid putting you in danger… James almost killed you, he bit you, letting the venom spread into your veins. I couldn't let you change by the venom of %&*!'?"^… him … I couldn't take your soul, rip it away from you, it would feel horrible. So I sucked your blood and the venom with it. I almost killed you! For God's sake! Your blood is the most exquisite one that I have ever tasted.
Everything went just fine again; I was the happiest Vampire and Man in the whole Universe.
But then, there was another attack; I couldn't resist it anymore, I knew that my world wasn't safe for you, even one of my own family, one of my brothers, attacked you -Which I already forgave, after all he was our newest vegetarian.- I had to accept that you weren't safe with me, breaking my un-beating heart and yours as well when I left you, not having you in my arms while you slept … Not watching you sleep peacefully, to guard by your dreams, to soothe you when you had nightmares, to hum for you your Lullaby… You were -And are- my life; it hurt me so much leaving you just like nothing had happened.
Of course, you being the Danger Magnet that you are; befriended a werewolf. Oh sorry, did I say 'a'? I meant SIX werewolves, SIX! Six werewolves that were then your best friends.
The thing that I most appreciate that the wolves did when I wasn't there for you is that they killed Laurent, when he was about to kill you. Two nomads killed, one to go.
Victoria, Oh Victoria… She was the only one that was left.
In anyways, this Danger Magnet jumped off a cliff for fun, making Alice say Rosalie the vision she had and how you didn't come out of the surface; making Rosalie tell me, and me going straight to the Volturi to commit suicide. Bella, that day, it hurt me so much that you were supposedly dead that if I could cry… Well, they don't say Vampires cannot cry. Even though I had no tears to overflow my eyes, I felt like I was the most miserable creature in the world.
When I was about to shine under the sunlight, you appeared, making me think that I was in Heaven; but hearing you say that none of us was dead. You can't imagine the joy that I felt flowing into my empty veins, realizing that you were alive…
Everything went as it had to from the very beginning.
The thing that I didn't like was that you were hanging out with the wolves, Ok, that wasn't so bad if they weren't young werewolves. They are so unpredictable; you say something that bothers him, he starts trembling and bye-bye controlled Human; Hello! Big wolf.
As if it wasn't enough with that, Victoria made an army, conformed by newborns she created that were thirsty for blood, for Humanslife. Victoria's army made us make a truce with the wolves pack -That were then ten instead of six- so they would fight with us.
I'm telling you all this Bella, because all the things that I did for are because I love you, I love you and only you, and that's what truly matters.
After I finished writing my… Ermm… Speech? I passed it to Bella.
She started reading it and a rebel tear escaped from her eyes. She sniffed and started writing.
Awww, Edward! *sniff* I love so much my overprotective Vampire!
She passed the note and I read what she had written. I smiled when she bolded the word 'my'.
I love you too my little Human.
I passed her the note and just when she finished reading it, the paper disappeared.
Shit! Heavenly Shit!
If the teacher read the note we would be in serious danger.
"Mr. Newton," He said pointing him with a pen. "Please read this for the class, aloud."
Well, well… Cullen passing notes. He thought.
I could do nothing, if I changed the paper, Newton would notice, because he had already peeked.
Stupid me! I should have been less distracted, so I could hear the teacher's thoughts about the note.
"Uhh… May I go to the bathroom?" Bella asked.
"No. Miss Swan and Mr. Cullen, you two will stay here while Mr. Newton reads your note."
Ha! Perfect-Cullen was finally trapped by me!
I saw a smirk across both the teacher and Newton's face.
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Kisses from Venezuela.
-Ana.