Dear Augustus Waters,

This is my tenth attempt. I'm sure this one will be right. I'm sure of it. I just want to fill you in on what's been happening while you're...away.

Your family is fine, they're coping. I guess. It's been a while since I've seen them.

Isaac's all right too. Well, he's still blind, but fine, all things considered. He still has random moments when he remembers Monica. You leaving didn't help either.

He tried to kiss me the other day. He said it's a good idea, to help us...get over everything. I told him no, of course. I'm no ones rebound and no one is going to be mine. And I can't lose the only friend I have left.

I'm not going to lie to you, Augustus. I miss you. So, so much. Everything reminds me of you. I would tell you that is physically hurts, but it hurts anyway. The few months we had felt like years. You're the best friend I ever had and I'll never forget you.

You know what?

I think I'm going to be okay.

Hazel Grace.