Home is where the Heart is
( On my way home) Sung By Enya
Fanfic by me! ^_^
Disclaimer- Umm... only read this if you're in a good mood. Angst, Suicide, Double Deathfic. But it's kind of happy in the end! -.\\\;;; Possibly? Oh, yeah- shonen ai, a bit anyways...
Text in / / are the song lyrics, k?
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He used to call me his angel. His lovely little angel, who came from the skies to save him. But when he truly needed me, I couldn't do anything. Maybe, if I had stayed in the skies, if he had never met me...
/I have been given
one moment from heaven/
He doesn't call me that anymore... he doesn't call me anything anymore. He can't, you see- the dead don't speak...
/as I am walking
surrounded by night,/
Earth isn't the same without him here. The world has lost the beauty I used to see in it, the stars seem cold and distant, hiding behind the dark clouds. Now, when I look up at them... all I wish is to see him again.
/Stars high above me
make a wish under moonlight./
I remember when I first saw him, his face, and the first time he smiled. I think he only smiled around me... I'm smiling now. I'll see him soon.
/On my way home
I remember
only good days./
We used to go on missions together, when we could. If he had to go alone, I would watch him go with tears in my eyes, hoping he would come... home. I laugh a little. Home is where the heart is, they say? I wipe the tears off my face. I should be happy now.
/On my way home
I remember all the best days./
I was always happiest when I could wake up next to him, just knowing he was there. Even on missions, when he was there, each day was wonderful... until...
/I'm on my way home
I can remember
every new day./
It was supposed to be a routine mission, but something went wrong. He tried to protect me, but we were outnumbered- every shot his gundam took seemed to go through me. He used the last of his strength to fire at them, and it was enough to save us all. But all I can think of is him... I don't want to live without him.
/I move in silence
with each step taken,/
I look around- it's snowing now, dusting the world with a glittering white. I wonder if this is how it will look- surely, if this world of pain and death can look so beautiful, Heaven will be dazzling... The sky blurs, and seems dark. I'm starting to feel lightheaded- maybe I should sit down. The snow sparkles crimson around me, and I laugh out loud, letting the bit of razor drop from my hands to the ground.
/snow falling round me
like angels in flight, /
Lying on my bed of white and red, watching the snowflakes swirl above me and collect in my golden lashes, I feel a lazy warmth fill my limbs. I gaze up at the dark heavens, smiling my angel's smile. Home is where the heart is, and my heart is in Heaven.
/Far in the distance
is my wish under moonlight./
"I'm coming, Trowa," I whisper, and surrender to the gentle darkness, longing for the feel of his arms around me. "Aishiteru...itsumo..."
( On my way home) Sung By Enya
Fanfic by me! ^_^
Disclaimer- Umm... only read this if you're in a good mood. Angst, Suicide, Double Deathfic. But it's kind of happy in the end! -.\\\;;; Possibly? Oh, yeah- shonen ai, a bit anyways...
Text in / / are the song lyrics, k?
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He used to call me his angel. His lovely little angel, who came from the skies to save him. But when he truly needed me, I couldn't do anything. Maybe, if I had stayed in the skies, if he had never met me...
/I have been given
one moment from heaven/
He doesn't call me that anymore... he doesn't call me anything anymore. He can't, you see- the dead don't speak...
/as I am walking
surrounded by night,/
Earth isn't the same without him here. The world has lost the beauty I used to see in it, the stars seem cold and distant, hiding behind the dark clouds. Now, when I look up at them... all I wish is to see him again.
/Stars high above me
make a wish under moonlight./
I remember when I first saw him, his face, and the first time he smiled. I think he only smiled around me... I'm smiling now. I'll see him soon.
/On my way home
I remember
only good days./
We used to go on missions together, when we could. If he had to go alone, I would watch him go with tears in my eyes, hoping he would come... home. I laugh a little. Home is where the heart is, they say? I wipe the tears off my face. I should be happy now.
/On my way home
I remember all the best days./
I was always happiest when I could wake up next to him, just knowing he was there. Even on missions, when he was there, each day was wonderful... until...
/I'm on my way home
I can remember
every new day./
It was supposed to be a routine mission, but something went wrong. He tried to protect me, but we were outnumbered- every shot his gundam took seemed to go through me. He used the last of his strength to fire at them, and it was enough to save us all. But all I can think of is him... I don't want to live without him.
/I move in silence
with each step taken,/
I look around- it's snowing now, dusting the world with a glittering white. I wonder if this is how it will look- surely, if this world of pain and death can look so beautiful, Heaven will be dazzling... The sky blurs, and seems dark. I'm starting to feel lightheaded- maybe I should sit down. The snow sparkles crimson around me, and I laugh out loud, letting the bit of razor drop from my hands to the ground.
/snow falling round me
like angels in flight, /
Lying on my bed of white and red, watching the snowflakes swirl above me and collect in my golden lashes, I feel a lazy warmth fill my limbs. I gaze up at the dark heavens, smiling my angel's smile. Home is where the heart is, and my heart is in Heaven.
/Far in the distance
is my wish under moonlight./
"I'm coming, Trowa," I whisper, and surrender to the gentle darkness, longing for the feel of his arms around me. "Aishiteru...itsumo..."