In the Flowers.

This is my first Fan-Fic, I hope you enjoy!

Summary: Edward leaves Bella, and comes back 7 months later, She didn't jump off the cliff, Sam never found her, =no Jacob= Why Bella has a lot to apologize for? Read to find out.

Chapter 1: Me and My Mind.( I )

"Goodbye, Bella,"

Edward, No...

He left me there in the woods, I feel numb, It was already dark,

I stared up in the sky, A New Moon,

A New Moon,An old horrible life, Why? Why did Edward do this?

" I don't Deserve you,"He said in a cold tone,

I know he never did deserve someone like me, Plain, ugly,

I'm sure he found someone worthy of his precious time,

Then I found myself reminiscing about the times we've been together,

The beautiful day at the meadow, Edward, sparkling, beautiful, the meadow looking bland beside his perfection,

A sharp pain was being stabbed at my chest, this was not the physical pain I was looking for,

This pain was worse, like a huge hole, living in your chest, destroying you completely, I felt it laugh,

I felt it laugh for my weakness, I felt it laugh for my pain,

I heard calls, I ignored them, not worrying about a thing,

"Don't do anything stupid," I doubled back, the hole laughing sadistically,

I clutched at my chest, feeling numb except for the pain,

I found the strength to stand up, and I walked towards my house, I was surprised as I didn't need to think of my way, as if I memorized this place,as if my feet had found a mind of it's own and brought me to my room.

I lay sideways, facing the window, blue and red lights kept flashing through it, but I didn't care.

My heart was obtaining black patches that seemed to grow, it grew until it swallowed my heart, until it swallowed me, until it swallowed my tears, swallowed everything but left out all the hurt,

I closed my eyes and slept,

I woke up and it was dusk, there were still police lights outside, and I still didn't care, I felt so drained, so I went back to sleep,

I woke up at maybe around the evening, feeling a bit rested, but my body still mourned for the loss of cold harnds around it, it mourned for the loss of Edward,

Hurt, I went ack to sleep,

I woke up again, And as I sat up, I felt as if my heart was going to break into pieces, and fall to the floor, so I pulled my knees to my chest and held on to it tightly,

My lips moved of their own accord, I was humming a song,and I felt my defenses breaking, I heard the pieces of my heart crashing to the floor, I was humming the only song that could kill, and yet comfort me.

I was humming my lullaby.

Then the door opened rather roughly...

This is my first story, Please tell me what you think,

I hope I meet your standards,

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