"mom…mom…stop it…please"
I was trembling, trying to push him away,but he was too big and strong. He sucked on my neck last time, then pulled away and looked into my eyes. I`ve realised that nobody could hear me, so I stopped screaming. Tears were rolling down my chicks.
"Are you afraid of me?" he asked.
I looked down and shook my head. I was afraid, but I didn`t want to let him know. After some minutes of silence he hugged me again, but this time it was more gentle. I didn`t struggle anymore. Instead I closed my eyes and buried my face in his chest. I hated him, but loved him too. I wanted to run, but I had no place to go. Nobody was waiting for me anyway. I relaxed more. Familiar warmth surrounded me. Staring at the gray walls I thought, that maybe it was no use of pushing him away…after all Ritsu sensei was the only one ,who cared enough to hug me…