Okay so I don't own Sam or Dean or anything or any of the scenarios and awesome stuff of Supernatural. And even though Castiel spends extensive at my house I sadly don't own him either.

Author's Note: I know it's not like me to write poetry, but this just came to me and I thought I'd post it. okay guys enjoy. bear in mind i did not write it with slash in mind. it's just Dean missing Sam. I wrote this after seeing that montage in "Free to Be You and Me" 5x03. here ya go.

This was our road trip

This was our life

This was my one chance to catch a little light

This was your mission

This was my car

This was your only chance to get somewhere far

But now it's all different

Now it's all wrong

This car is now empty

It no longer feels like home

You're somewhere out there

I'm still right here

Seeking to quell this fear

Hardly knowing why I still try

Barely remembering the reason for the fight

You said you didn't need this

That we'd be better apart

But I just wish we were back to the start

This used to be something

This used to have cause

Sitting here together we were more than outlaws

I lose myself in the moment

Drown out what's wrong

But I can't fully lose myself in my too loud songs

There's an empty seat beside me

And I can't fill it up

Wish you were here to provide some back up

You're still my brother

That hasn't changed

That's the only thing sane in this life of the deranged

Just let me know

When your opinions change

Because like always, remember, I'm still the same.

Author's Note: okay, that's my simple little poem. let me know what you thought please!

Review pretty please or I will sic Castiel on you and i promise it will not be a happy visit.