I guess what I really want to say is, I hope we don't get too far apart. It's only rare you meet someone who actually understands you; someone who gives you comfortable silences instead of awkward ones. But don't hold yourself back, if you feel as if you're happier with them, then even if you're with me during that moment, go with them. It's fine, I assure you. By the way, thank you for all the gifts. Like I said, no one gives me gifts anymore because I'm the one who gives them gifts. I used to buy birthday gifts even for people I'm not close with. The happiness and appreciation in their eyes is enough for me, so they don't really have to return it. Even you. I just wanna see all of you happy.
I'd be lying if I said I don't feel abandoned because I always feel abandoned. I just found a way to deal with it. Nah, don't worry. Knowing you, you might think it's your fault, but no. It's been this way even before I met you so no worries.
Anyway, one day you'll be far, far away in Australia. I hope that I hear about you fulfilling church duties there sometime. And making new friends who'd care and never give up on you. I won't be with you there anymore, so I do hope we'd make a lot of rebellious memories(because I doubt we'd even be allowed to do anything crazy.) before that. It's too bad we haven't met earlier somewhere down the memory lane. But I sure am glad I met you.
CONGRATULATIONS! You have reached the end. :3
Have a happy birthday, Darky!
*Ciara = Irish origin; meaning 'dark' or 'dark-haired'