I stood there with a smile on my face. A glowing smile I could have sworn went from one ear to another. Jamie looked so beautfil. She was wearing a long white wedding dress, that hung down past her feet, and a gorgeous white veil, that flowed down over her silky brown hair, and over her back. She looked just like an angel.. and I couldn't think of a better word that could fit her. She walked slowly towards me, and all the while I could her her whispering to me.. "Landon, Laaandon.."..
My eyes fluttered open, and I quickly squinched them as I opened them for a mid second to the bright shining sun. Jamie was snuggled behind me, with her arms around me, and she was lightly whispering in my ear, "Laaandon." I smiled and quickly rolled over to face her, and englufed her in my arms. She smiled as well, and gently kissed my lips as she wrapped her arms tightly around me, and snuggled her head down on my pillow.
"I thought you would never wake up" she said with a soft smile.
I smirked and replied, "I was dreaming of you. Those aren't the kind of dreams you want to wake up from.. I had almost forgot that you were just inches from my grasp."
Jamie laughed, and leaned towards me, placing a small kiss against my forhead.
"Shall I go downstairs and make us breakfast?"
Jamie smiled at my offer and said "Sure. I'm going to go take a bath, and I'll be down in fiteen minutes, okay?"
I nodded, and as Jamie began getting out of bed, she noticed that I was keeping my hold on her. She laughed, and looked at me as I grinned.
"Landon, I thought I was going to go take a bath?"
I tried killing my grin as I replied, "You are, aren't you?"
"How do you expect me to take a bath if you won't let go of me?"
"Let go of you...? Hey! That wasn't in the plan!"
Jamie laughed, and kissed me once more and gave me the most adorable smile, "The sooner I take my bath, and the sooner we eat breakfast, the sooner we have the WHOLE day to eachother."
I smiled, and said, "Well, what are we waiting for??" and I quickly jumped up from bed, and ran downstairs to make breakfast.
As I was downstairs taking some eggs out of the fridge, and getting the frying pan ready, I could hear Jamie drawing her bath, and I smiled as I played last night through my mind...
Jamie and I. As close as we could be. Expressing our love to one another in the deepest physical way. Yes, last night, our wedding night, Jamie and I made love.
It, surprisingly, wasn't something that I had actually thought of until it really happened. The wedding reception was great, and Jamie had whispered to me while we were dancing that she hadn't felt this good since the play. I was glad to know that she was feeling so well, but it would have been fine either way, even if she had felt sick. I would have just held her all night, and watched her sleep. It never really mattered what Jamie and I did together, but it was the simple fact that we were together.. all I wanted was to be with her.
The time came though, when we were sitting in the limosine. I had Jamie tucked into my side, and she looked up at me and smiled.
"I can't wait to show you how much I love you Landon."
It surprised me that this was actually something Jamie was looking forward to.. but that was Jamie; always surprising me.
I smiled as well, and gently kissed her forhead, and she snuggled back into my arms.
About five minutes we had been driving from the church, and the limo stopped, and parked. Jamie really didn't know where we were going after the reception.. but I had a surprise in store for her.
My parents, and Jamie's dad all chipped in, and bought Jamie and I our own little house. My mother told me about it a few days ago, because she needed my help decorating it, and I was so anxious to surpise Jamie.
Jamie deffinetly was surprised.. she actually started crying when we went inside. She badly wanted to call my parents and thank them for all they did, but I told her that this was our night.. and it wouldn't be awful for us to wait until tomorrow.
Jamie and I had a magical night. Things went very slowly, and she had to keep reassuring me that she was okay, but it was a beautiful experience that neither of us will ever regret it. Jamie and I truly became one, and my head swims just now with the rememberance of what a wonderful night it was. It was a one and only time though.. and Jamie and I both knew this. As much as I hate thinking it, Jamie is going to leave me soon.. and I don't want to do anything that could cause her poor health, or... her leaving me sooner.
"Goooodmorning" Jamie whispered into my ear, as she wrapped her arms around my waist, and placed a small kiss between my shoulder blades.
I immediately turned around to face her, and gathered her into my arms.
"Why hello again angel" I said with a beaming smile.
"Is breakfast ready?" she asked.
"Almost. But this beautiful woman is standing in the kitchen distracting me..." I smirked.
Jamie laughed, and kissed my lips softly, and then went to set the table as I finished pouring out two glasses of orange juice.
Jamie and I sat down and ate breakfast together, and did so every morning after. We would joke and laugh, and make plans for what we wanted to do for the rest of the day.
Jamie had a doctors appointment every Wednesday, and on our way home, we would stop by my mother's house for dinner. In the evenings we would sometimes watch TV, and other times, we would just sit and read the bible. As much as Jamie loved her bible, she said it was even more special to her when she read it with someone she loved.
Our life together became a wonderful routine. I would say we were living a normal life, but normal is a word I could never use for the time I spend with Jamie. I made sure that each day was special for Jamie, and Jamie in turn did the same for me, although she didn't need to try.
One Wednesday after Jamie's doctor appointment, Jamie told me she didn't feel up to going to my mother's for dinner..
"Jamie, what's wrong?"
Jamie turned to me and placed her hand on mine, and said "I'm just tired.. that's all"
"Baby, don't worry about it. I'll just call my mom when we get home. She'll understand" I smiled at her reassuringly.
Jamie then layed her head on my shoulder, and tucked herself against my side as we drove home in silence. Jamie had been feeling so good these last few weeks.. it really worried me how she had started feeling bad all of a sudden.
Jamie fell asleep against me on the way home, and so I ever so gently lifted her into my arms, and brought her into the house. I carried her upstairs, and layed her down on our bed, and sat beside her gently petting her head, as her eyes fluttered open.
"Landon..?" she said
I grasped her hand into mine, and gave it a slight squeeze and reassured her.
"Yes baby, it's me."
Then all of a sudden Jamie started to cry...
"Landon, what are we going to do?"
I was really worried by then, and I crouched down beside the bed, and cradled her face in my hands.
"Baby, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
The tears just kept streaming down her face, and her voice was so shakey, she could hardly answer me..
"Landon... I'm pregnant."
My eyes fluttered open, and I quickly squinched them as I opened them for a mid second to the bright shining sun. Jamie was snuggled behind me, with her arms around me, and she was lightly whispering in my ear, "Laaandon." I smiled and quickly rolled over to face her, and englufed her in my arms. She smiled as well, and gently kissed my lips as she wrapped her arms tightly around me, and snuggled her head down on my pillow.
"I thought you would never wake up" she said with a soft smile.
I smirked and replied, "I was dreaming of you. Those aren't the kind of dreams you want to wake up from.. I had almost forgot that you were just inches from my grasp."
Jamie laughed, and leaned towards me, placing a small kiss against my forhead.
"Shall I go downstairs and make us breakfast?"
Jamie smiled at my offer and said "Sure. I'm going to go take a bath, and I'll be down in fiteen minutes, okay?"
I nodded, and as Jamie began getting out of bed, she noticed that I was keeping my hold on her. She laughed, and looked at me as I grinned.
"Landon, I thought I was going to go take a bath?"
I tried killing my grin as I replied, "You are, aren't you?"
"How do you expect me to take a bath if you won't let go of me?"
"Let go of you...? Hey! That wasn't in the plan!"
Jamie laughed, and kissed me once more and gave me the most adorable smile, "The sooner I take my bath, and the sooner we eat breakfast, the sooner we have the WHOLE day to eachother."
I smiled, and said, "Well, what are we waiting for??" and I quickly jumped up from bed, and ran downstairs to make breakfast.
As I was downstairs taking some eggs out of the fridge, and getting the frying pan ready, I could hear Jamie drawing her bath, and I smiled as I played last night through my mind...
Jamie and I. As close as we could be. Expressing our love to one another in the deepest physical way. Yes, last night, our wedding night, Jamie and I made love.
It, surprisingly, wasn't something that I had actually thought of until it really happened. The wedding reception was great, and Jamie had whispered to me while we were dancing that she hadn't felt this good since the play. I was glad to know that she was feeling so well, but it would have been fine either way, even if she had felt sick. I would have just held her all night, and watched her sleep. It never really mattered what Jamie and I did together, but it was the simple fact that we were together.. all I wanted was to be with her.
The time came though, when we were sitting in the limosine. I had Jamie tucked into my side, and she looked up at me and smiled.
"I can't wait to show you how much I love you Landon."
It surprised me that this was actually something Jamie was looking forward to.. but that was Jamie; always surprising me.
I smiled as well, and gently kissed her forhead, and she snuggled back into my arms.
About five minutes we had been driving from the church, and the limo stopped, and parked. Jamie really didn't know where we were going after the reception.. but I had a surprise in store for her.
My parents, and Jamie's dad all chipped in, and bought Jamie and I our own little house. My mother told me about it a few days ago, because she needed my help decorating it, and I was so anxious to surpise Jamie.
Jamie deffinetly was surprised.. she actually started crying when we went inside. She badly wanted to call my parents and thank them for all they did, but I told her that this was our night.. and it wouldn't be awful for us to wait until tomorrow.
Jamie and I had a magical night. Things went very slowly, and she had to keep reassuring me that she was okay, but it was a beautiful experience that neither of us will ever regret it. Jamie and I truly became one, and my head swims just now with the rememberance of what a wonderful night it was. It was a one and only time though.. and Jamie and I both knew this. As much as I hate thinking it, Jamie is going to leave me soon.. and I don't want to do anything that could cause her poor health, or... her leaving me sooner.
"Goooodmorning" Jamie whispered into my ear, as she wrapped her arms around my waist, and placed a small kiss between my shoulder blades.
I immediately turned around to face her, and gathered her into my arms.
"Why hello again angel" I said with a beaming smile.
"Is breakfast ready?" she asked.
"Almost. But this beautiful woman is standing in the kitchen distracting me..." I smirked.
Jamie laughed, and kissed my lips softly, and then went to set the table as I finished pouring out two glasses of orange juice.
Jamie and I sat down and ate breakfast together, and did so every morning after. We would joke and laugh, and make plans for what we wanted to do for the rest of the day.
Jamie had a doctors appointment every Wednesday, and on our way home, we would stop by my mother's house for dinner. In the evenings we would sometimes watch TV, and other times, we would just sit and read the bible. As much as Jamie loved her bible, she said it was even more special to her when she read it with someone she loved.
Our life together became a wonderful routine. I would say we were living a normal life, but normal is a word I could never use for the time I spend with Jamie. I made sure that each day was special for Jamie, and Jamie in turn did the same for me, although she didn't need to try.
One Wednesday after Jamie's doctor appointment, Jamie told me she didn't feel up to going to my mother's for dinner..
"Jamie, what's wrong?"
Jamie turned to me and placed her hand on mine, and said "I'm just tired.. that's all"
"Baby, don't worry about it. I'll just call my mom when we get home. She'll understand" I smiled at her reassuringly.
Jamie then layed her head on my shoulder, and tucked herself against my side as we drove home in silence. Jamie had been feeling so good these last few weeks.. it really worried me how she had started feeling bad all of a sudden.
Jamie fell asleep against me on the way home, and so I ever so gently lifted her into my arms, and brought her into the house. I carried her upstairs, and layed her down on our bed, and sat beside her gently petting her head, as her eyes fluttered open.
"Landon..?" she said
I grasped her hand into mine, and gave it a slight squeeze and reassured her.
"Yes baby, it's me."
Then all of a sudden Jamie started to cry...
"Landon, what are we going to do?"
I was really worried by then, and I crouched down beside the bed, and cradled her face in my hands.
"Baby, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
The tears just kept streaming down her face, and her voice was so shakey, she could hardly answer me..
"Landon... I'm pregnant."