The main plotline for this story was made by my best friend, unstoppableforces.

( it won't let me do a link for some reason, so yeah, just go find her cause she's cool. )

She has a version for this story, only hers is from the point of view of the vampaneze, and mine from the vampires. So pick your side.

Here we go.

The Darren Shan Saga is Darren Shan's. I do not own his characters, however I do own Siobhan ^_^

Lyrics © Thirty Seconds To Mars.

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave.

Have you ever had the feeling that something's about to happen?

Something really bad.

No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe.

I have. And let me tell you this for nothing – when I have that feeling, it means something really, really bad is on its way. And it's impossible to avoid it. One word, that hangs on the end of a thread. A word that can leave you hanging on for your life. A word that can chase your thoughts to the brink of breakdown, until you just can't tell the difference between the waking world and a dream.

No matter how many nights that you lied wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain.

The word I'm talking about sends an uncomfortable chill down my spine. Anyone that knows the truth behind it will cower with fear.

Unless you're on his side. And you are hardly likely to come across any people that are on his side.

Where did you go?

You'll see what I'm talking about soon enough. My story is one of ultimate betrayal. It's about facing up to your fears and fighting for survival against your darkest enemies. Your enemies are your nightmares, and sometimes you just have to face them, or you will never beat them. It's as simple as that.

Tell me would you kill to save a life?

This is the story of how my life fell apart. It fell apart so it could be put back together, but it cost me my humanity, and my life. I was happy. My humanity was snatched from my hands and dragged deep down, away from me, where I could never reach it again.

Tell me would you kill to prove your right?

The path I took was drenched in blood. It had to be – it was the course which my life decided to take. It was the course of fate. It was the course of destiny, and I couldn't ever take it back.

Crash, crash, burn.

Despair. It's all clear now. The card I was dealt.

Let it all burn.

Chaos. It's the cycle that I had to live by. So many lives rested in my hands.

I want you to listen to me. I want you to hang onto my every word.

This hurricane's chasing us all underground.

My name is Siobhan Fulker. And this is my story. This is what I am.

Do you really want me dead?