Author Not:Please consider the fact that this is my first story and English is not my native tongue.And please review.This one-shot is just an idea that just popped into my head.So it could me meaningless.I warned you…

She is sitting in her chair again.Looking outside.Like she does most of the time.What could be so important outside?So…charming?She would sit there for hours and watch people going by...She envies them I think.Of them being so carefree.At least thats what she told me when I asked her.

She looked so suprised at first.Then she smiled.That's when I understand I could never be like her.I could never smile so warm.There is something in her smile that could make a person wonder how can someone could be so strong and yet so fragile at the same time.

I have been thinking about her for years.Wondering how she could be so easy-going.How can she smile at a time when I question all of her life.But then she always smiles.

And she said;

"These people…I envy them.They can do whatever they want.Whatever they choose to do.No pressure on their shoulders.Not like us.But I also pity them.They'll never know how free they are.They'll never know how lucky they are to have a chance to do whatever they want in life…"

Then she sighed.And looked at me.Her eyes were like reflected her soul.So hurt,desperate but hopeful at the same time.. How could I never noticed before?How could I never thought about it?I always thought that she was numb.Not caring anymore.How wrong I was.I always cared about me.About everyone.How could I blamed her for being numb.She was the only one who took care of me when ı was sick.She was the only one who hold me tight when I cried.Not Mom.Not Dad.She did.I felt sudden urge to hug her and never let go.But I couldn't.My damn pride wouldn't let me.

I have been seeing her for a week now.When I found she was alive I was quite suprised and couldn't decide what to feel.Funny.I always thought she left me years ago.I never thought that it was her left behind.

Five years ago ,my second year at Hogwarts, Father sent her away.But thinking about it againg I never blamed him.I blamed her for leaving me.For not fighting to stay.How idiotic of me.Of course she fighted.I remember her yells now.How blind I have been?

I hated her for all these years instead of hating father.Worse I think I became like him.I never wanted to be death-eater.Never wanted to make fun of people.And if Father didn't sent her away I probably wouldn't be one.I guess that was the reason he sent her for.

I remember crying for days and eventually becoming more cold-hearted each day.Oh how I wish to go back in time so I could change everything.

I missed her so much.I wish I could tell her that.Oh of course,my pride…

But I think she understands me.She really does.There is something in her eyes shows that she does.

I smiled and decided on one certain thing;I won't lose her this time.And she knows it.

"Good night Angel.I'll see you tomorrow."I said.

"Good night Draco.I love you little brother."Angel.That voice of yours could wake the dead.

The end

Authors Note 2: Here I hope you liked it.I must remind you again this is my first story.Thank you all for reading…