Author's Note: This is my first fic…rather short and sappy, took me a short time to finish…please don't flame me if it's that bad. T_T. But if it's okay, please R&R ^^

[ I Know…But I'll Understand ]

I'll never be the happy person I want to be

I'll always think about my brother

How he's doing…

If he's thinking about me…

Is he watching me now?

I'll never be the strong person I wish to be

I'll never be the brave sister my brother wants me to be…

If I'm always shedding those pearls of tears

But then again

Is oniisan doing the same?

I left that necklace to Him

Asked Him to find Onisan

…He hasn't returned yet

At least not with Onisaan…

I'll always be confused…

Whenever I think about Onisan…

The image of Hiei appears

Then I'll cry…once again

Then again…I know

Why won't he tell me?!

Why does he hide it?!

Doesn't he know I love him??

Should I confront him??

No…I'll wait

I'll wait untill he tells me

I'll save my tears

For that one day when he's ready…

Ready to welcome me with open arms

Then I'll run to him…

Then I'll be happy forever

Then I won't be so weak

And then… I'll be able to say those words out loud

Those words I kept inside me for so long…

" I've found you Oniisan."

[ I'll always love you ]