When a Stone Hit A House Made of Glass
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters!
Warning rated M- For future lemons and Language.
Some will tell you that life isn't predictable; some will spend their entire lives trying to figure out the secrets in which life supposedly holds. Few will stop to smell the roses, fewer will stop to show compassion for their fellow man but many will shamelessly step on others and their dreams to achieve what would be considered a lot in life. But in all truth life really isn't that hard to figure out because when you are granted a birth date an expiration date is sure to follow. So with all of this in mind Hinata slowly read the note left to her by her husband of 2 years; upon spotting the note on her bed she knew for sure that the content would break her heart, but still she chose to read it. Why not, not reading it wouldn't change what was written in that horrible handwriting her husband had always held but she found it beautiful because it never failed to make her laugh.
"My dearest Hinata,
I hope that this letter finds you well but I'm more than sure that it will not. In my life I have done a lot of things wrong, however you were the only thing I got right. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that I could be with someone like you. You are beyond perfection and me….while I'm far from it.I could go on and on about how perfect I think you are, in fact it is one of my favorite things to do but I have to be honest with you and get something that has been killing me off my chest. One night I did something incredibly stupid, it was the biggest mistake I have ever made and now I must pay for it for the rest of my life. It was something that I believed that I could keep from you for the rest of my life for one reason only and that is because I did not want to lose you. But as the saying goes karma is a bitch and what happens in the dark does not always stay in the dark. As you know Sakura is pregnant, she told you that it was the result of a drunken night and that is the truth. However, what is not the truth was the whole random guy she met at the bar thing. There was no random guy, there was only me. I am the father of her unborn child. God I hate doing this to you, I hate hurting you so much, I hate that this had to happen. I'm an idiots, I love you so fucking much, but I have to take responsibility for my actions, I have to step up and be a father to this child. I can't ask you to stick with me, I could never do that to you. Knowing the type of person that you are you would want to work this out, you would keep a smile on your face when Sakura brings the baby over, you would probably even love the child because you could never bring yourself to blame an innocent child. That's why you're so perfect, that's why I do not deserve you and would rather die before I put you through this that is why I want you to divorce me. The papers are in the top draw of the nightstand, please understand that I do love you, but when that child comes he or she will need their father wholeheartedly. You should know that I do not love Sakura, I did once upon a time but I do not love her now. I slept with her that night because I had, had so much alcohol and although I do not like excuses and you deserve more than some lousy excuse I…."
Hinata could read no more of the letter, tears flowed from her eyes and she was trying extremely hard to stop the pounding in her chest. For the first time in her life she felt as though she would actually die from heartache. How could he do this to her? She did not know what hurt more, the fact that he committed the act himself or the fact that he was running away. Actually she knew the answer; it was that he was running away. He was leaving her to be with Sakura and their child and even though he had never actually said it in the letter she knew that, that was the case. "Or maybe he mentions it later on in the letter" she thinks dreadfully.
Why did he have to do this to her? Was she not worth facing, were they not worth working out. Yes she would yell, scream and let him know that she might want a divorce but he didn't even give her those options, he just ran away like a coward. She had never been so upset and so disappointed in him in her entire life; she wanted to punch something, someone, preferably him. As she looks at the letter in her hands one more time she contemplates breaking everything in sight, but she realizes that she is not that kind of person. If he did not want to be with her she would grant his wish, to many times in the past has she cried herself to sleep because she felt as though no one cared for. Too many times has she put herself out there only to have her heart trampled on. Too many times has she felt worthless, like she had to settle for what was giving to her. Well no more, she will not settle for less than what she actually deserves.
Her grandmother use to always say "Hinata, if it looks like a dog in sheep's clothing, acts like a dog and barks like one, then honey it's a dog. And when a dog growls at you, shows you its true colors, listen to it. Don't be a fool, let it go." At the time she simply thought her grandmother really disliked dogs, but as she grew up she understood. Naruto Uzumaki was a dog, a cowardly dog and he was right about one thing he did not deserve her so with that thought in mind, she drops the letter on the bed, wipes her face clean of tears and walks over to the nightstand.
First fanfic and I'm excited about it! This will be a Hinata x many of the guys in the naruto series. Please feel free to review and let me know what you think, any constructive criticism is welcomed! You can flame me if you want I really don't care everyone is entitled to their opinion.