Hey everyone, sorry for being a little MIA lately. This just sorta came to me based on a picture I saw from Rosalie's blog on www(dot)cullensonline(dot)com. Ill leave a link of it on my profile. Check it out! And pease remember to review!
RPOV
Ice Angel
There has only been one moment in the duration of my vampiric years when I truly felt cold. It is a hard feeling to describe, this feeling of emptiness; a feeling I cannot even begin to understand myself.
Despite the kindness showed to me by my creator, whom I refused to look at; despite the motherly compassion bestowed upon me by his mate and the effort to understand by the boy not much younger than myself by appearance, I was resentful. How dare they decide my fate for me, condemn me to this endless feeling of torture; the knowledge of "forever"?
Though my morals told me I should be grateful…thankful towards Carlisle for my survival, I could not bring the words to my lips. Was this truly survival? This constant sensation of freezing and burning simultaneously, though the flames that had formerly engulfed my body had long since been quenched.
This was not a life.
It was an empty existence, filled with death and despair. A cold existence. And here I sat, shivering, solid proof of that.
I gripped and pulled at my long blond hair as if I had a headache, chills and violent shakes taking over my body. I could still hear them, their screams echoed throughout my mind, torturing me further. I still had on my—the wedding dress I wore during my revenge of sorts; motionless, like a beautiful statue.
One of the men even thought I was an angel…before I sprung into action that is. I realized that what I did was a terrible sin, but this life was hard enough to live. Letting scum like that continue to roam the earth, terrorizing whomever they pleased was just unbearable.
And if I was granted the ability to cry just one more time, icy tears would be flowing down my cheeks at this very moment.
The frozen tears of a beautiful frozen angel.
Yes; there has only been one moment when I have truly felt cold.
