Authors note: so basically this story is about how Renesmee's life is after the Volturi killed her whole family and everyone in the meadow that day. She doesnt remember anything that happened but as time goes by she starts remembering things. Theres going to be a whole bunch of twists so be prepared :)

Disclaimer: i do NOT own Twilight or anything involving twilight.

Chapter One

I stepped out of the steamy shower, hating the fact that the human part of me needs it. Why do I have to be different from every other vampire in existence, I wondered not for the first time.

I took the time to carefully curl my long wavy chocolate brown hair. I didn't bother with make up. What's the point? I look perfect without it anyways.

I slipped on my short green summer dress and sliver strappy heels. I spun around, loving the way the material felt against my thighs.

"Renesmee Carly, get your butt down here!" Screamed my father, Aro.

I rolled my eyes and flew down the stairs.

Living with the Volturi, the most powerful vampire coven in the world, isn't always easy. It wasn't always like this though. I used to live with other vampires I just don't remember anything about them. The only thing I know is that my birth father was a vampire and my birth mother was a human. I've always wondered how my birth father managed to not kill my birth mother.

I passed Felix, my somewhat kind of almost boyfriend/ super totally hot vampire, and he winked at me. I couldn't help but laugh. He was always making me smile. But there was still a part of me that didn't want to fully commit to being in a relationship with him. I know it was probably hurting him but I couldn't help playing with his heart. He made it almost too easy.

I was walking into the kitchen when my mother, Sulpicia exclaimed," Oh! My dear! Don't you look lovely!"

"Thanks mom" I said as I walked over to the breakfast table where she was sitting, bent down and kissed her perfect, white, cold cheek "Good morning."

"Where's daddy?" I asked her.

"He's down in the throne room talking with your uncles" she told me.

"Arrivederci, Mama." I said smiling as I went to find my father.

"Ciao daddy, Caius and Marcus." I said smiling.

"My dear Renesmee, you look lovelier with each passing day." My father said.

"Thanks"

"Are you sure you would like to attend public school?"

"We've been over this hundreds of times, and it's a private school, yes I would. I need more human interaction. These castle walls are suffocating me! And you promise me that when I looked 16 I would be able to make my own decisions."

"Your right, of course, my dear."

I looked up at the big ancient clock that hung over the thorns and realized that if I didn't leave right then I would be late even with driving as fast as I, among other vampires, drove.

"I'm going to be late!" I said in a panicky voice as I ran out to find my macaroni and cheese colored 2009 ford mustang.

As I pulled into the parking lot of St. Marias, everybody looked up from where they were standing, walking and talking with a curious expression on their face.

I was a tad bit nervous about how I would handle the smell of human blood all around me but as I opened the door to my car, I was flooded with joy when the strongest thing I smelled was the different scents of expensive perfumes and colognes.

As I walked toward where the main office was located, I over heard, with my excellent vampire hearing, what everyone was saying about me. I walked passed a group of stuck up looking human perfect girls and I heard one of them say how pissed she was that there was a new student on campus and how she wasn't going to share the attention with her.

She was jealous of my perfect looks, obviously.

I couldn't help but smile at that.

I finally reached the main office, when the scent of another vampire hit me. I resisted the urge to crouch down into a fighting stance.

Something about the way it smelled was oddly familiar, even though I know I've never smelled it before. I couldn't figure out why so I pushed the thought to the back of my mind.

My schedule went something like this:

1st: English 11 with Mr. Mancini

2nd: Math with Mr. Sherman

15 Minute Break

3rd: History with Mrs. LaRox

4th: Italian with Mrs. Moretti

Lunch

5th: Chemistry with Mr. Ricci

I was scared that I was going to be far behind in my classes since it was the middle of the semester, but turns out that I was already ahead of everyone else.

In English, the class had been reading Romeo and Juliet. I had already read the book and seen the movie hundreds of times. I could recite the lines in my sleep. Mr. Mancini was shocked by how well I knew the story.

When I was the only person in the class who could answer a difficult question about the story, I heard the stuck up girl, who I didn't notice was in the class until that very moment, muttered under her breathe "Of course. On top of being gorgeous she's also a freaking genius..."

"Jackie would you like to repeat that for the whole class to hear?" asked Mr. Mancini.

"I was just saying how great its going to be have her in our class!" Jackie said with fake enthusiasm.

Mr. Mancini didn't buy it but didn't push the topic any further.

The rest of the day went by in a blur. Nothing really standing out. Second period came and went. Same with third.

The only thing that stood out in fourth was a cute Italian boy, with curly dark hair, Dante, asked me if I would like to spend lunch with him and meet his friends. I gladly accepted. It made me happy that someone had the nerve to talk to me.

When class was over, Mrs. Moretti asked me what I had thought about her class. I told her I thought it was pretty funny how in an American speaking school in Italy you can take Italian. She had laughed as if I had made a joke.

Dante had waited patiently by the door, then walked me to meet his friends.

When we walked up to his friends, I was a little surprised at how good looking they all were. One by one they all introduced themselves.

Adriana was the prettiest one there. She had short black hair and large green eyes that reminded me of a cat. And a slim figure. She was also very well dressed. They all were.

Rosa, Adriana's best friend, was the next to introduce herself. She was a short, petite girl with long blond hair, piercing blue eyes and a thick Italian accent.

Georgio, Rosa's boyfriend, had dark hair and eyes the same color.

Kellen was the only non-Italian, besides me, sitting at the table. He had moved to Volterra, 3 years back from England. He was a blond haired, blue eyes beauty.

They were all very nice and easy to talk to. I liked them instantly.

Rosa asked me where I came from and how they've never seen me before.

I told them that I was adopted and didn't really know that much about my birth family other then they were all killed in a freak car accident when I was 2 years old. And how I was adopted by a very wealthy, unknown, Italian family and have been living with them since. They insisted home schooling me up until now. I told them that I've lived in Italy since the accident and that I have a younger brother, Alec, and a younger sister, Jane.

By that time lunch was over and there was only one more class of the day. I have always hated science and today wasn't any different. As I walked into chemistry, I noticed that familiar, yet unfamiliar, vampire smell. I also noticed that there was something very different about the smell. It smelled sweet like a vampire and yet something almost dog like.

Mr. Ricci introduced me to the class, miss pronouncing my name. I told him and the class to just call me Nessie.

After that, he sent me to the only empty seat in the room. As I walked closer to my new seat, the weird vampire smell got stronger. The smell was coming from a tall dark, yet vampire pale, Indian boy with dark brown eyes, named Jacob. He looked to be about 17 years old and very attractive. My seat was next to his, of course.

The way he looked and smelled triggered something inside me. I couldn't figure out what it was though.

I sat down and heard a low hiss escape his mouth. No one besides me heard it.

I spent the rest of the class ignoring him and tried to focus on .

The final bell rang, signaling the end of the day. I went to grab my books when they slipped off the desk.

Before they could crash to the floor, Jacob caught them with his super vampire speed. As I took my books back, he looked into my emerald green eyes with a look confusion on his face and quickly walked away.

Authors note: sorry if it was really bad and ifs theres any mistakes in spelling or grammar. please review! i would love to know what you guys thought about it :)