Why? Why? Can't I do this?
Every one else can! Why cant I?
I was once great too you know
I was smart, young, and popular
I was going places! Or that's what everyone else said
It's been years, and I have stagnated
I have no idea what I want to do with my life
I don't know what I love
I don't know what's worth doing any more
I love being lazy and unproductive
But I also love doing things, making friends
But I can't do that shut in here and going no where
My skills are deteriorating
I'm losing everything that once made me well…me
How do I gain that back?