Welcome to my new story! Before starting I have to confess something.. I have a terrible habit of 'writing only first chapter and waiting for reactions'. Please let me know what you felt after you read it. It REALLY helps me to write more!

Rated M for some bad language and yaoi. If you don't like please do not read.

Hope you enjoy! x)

Chapter 1

Itachi's POV

"My foolish little brother!" I shouted angrily when I saw Sasuke texting to his 'idle' friends. "Instead of this shit-" I pulled the phone harshly and put it into my pocket, "You should study more!"

"Give my phone back! Right now!" He shouted. "I was messaging something important!"

"I know what is more important!" I pointed books with my finger. "I'll give your phone back when you improve your grades."

"This is unfair!" Sasuke wailed. "If you want to die in the books, go and die! I don't want to be a person like you! Unlike you, I have a life! I won't let you to ruin it!"

"Y-you.." I stopped and sucked a deep breath, then got out of the room.

"I hate you!" Sasuke screamed behind me...

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I headed to my room and closed the door behind me... Why.. Why he has to be like that?..

'If you want to die in the books go and die!'

'unlike you, I have a life!'

Huh... I shook my head.. I have an active life, too.. I sat on my chair and reached one of novels that I have to finish for literature lesson.. I'm a member of a club.. The book club.. I have lots of friends at there.. For example.. Uhh.. example... ehh.. Anyway! I shut the book and sighed.. I cannot remember their names, so what?..

Sasuke's phone was vibrating over and over on the table.. In the end I looked at its screen..

22 new messages: Sakura

I shouldn't do this.. I reached the phone and opened the new messages, the first one was;

'Okay, so I'll wait at the garden at morning..'

The second was;

'I'm growing impatient to see you..'

The third was;

'I can't wait for tomorrow..'

The fourth was;

'I want to kiss you again'

Haa!? My eyes were opened widely when I saw the text.. S-Sasuke is 14 and.. He.. he kissed a girl!?

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With the last message of 'Sakura' I got into rage and I shouted at the top of my voice. "SASUKE! COME HERE! RIGHT NOW!"

The last message was;

'I think you fell asleep as usual.. I wish I can see you when you're asleep.. :) .. Anyway.. I love you dattebayo..'

After a couple of minutes later Sasuke came into the room timidly.. "What?" he asked, trying to hide his fear..

"Who is Sakura?" I asked. "Your new girlfriend?"

"E-eeh.. Kinda.." He dropped his gaze.

"Don't lie to me dammit!" I slammed my fist on table, caused him jump and step backwards..

"What did we talk about that blonde boy?! Ha?!"

"B-big-b-brother.. I know but.. You don't have to be so.. homophobic.. at least.. it's love.. I-I love him and-"

How can he say that he is in love with a 'male'?!

"This is bullshit, Sasuke! This is unnatural and you're only 14! Stop disgusting me!"

"But!-"

"His name was Naruto, right?! I'll go and speak with him tomorrow, and Sasuke, you won't see him again, am I clear!?"

"You can't!" Sasuke shouted in anger.

"Male-male releations are disgusting! And also I'll never let you to hang out with a punk like him."

"Naruto isn't a punk!"

"You-"

"Dinner is ready!"

Our argument was interrupted by mom's happy voice.. At that time I realized tears were shining at corners of Sasuke's eyes.. In fact, I don't mean to make him cry.. He wiped tears with the sleeve of his T-shirt and got out of my room..

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At dinner I was thinking about his words.. ah, God.. What will I do.. my brother must be sucsesful.. like me.. But he prefers to hang out with these guys.. I'm not happy about it.. Should I say to my father? I looked at my father who was talking with a happy expression on his face.. "How was your day?" he asked to me..

"Fine.." I replied shortly..

"You had an exam today.. How was it?.."

In fact I had three exams today.. "It was good.. I got A+.."

"I'm proud of you, son.. Thank you.."

I smiled slightly.. Sasuke was quiet..

"Soo, how was your day, Sasuke?" my father asked to him, too..

"nothing special.." Sasuke sighed.. "Dad.. Can I ask you something?"

"What is it?" He smiled.

"There is a 'summer party' at friday night.. The whole school will be there.. Can I go, too?"

WHAT!?

My father thought it for a moment then smiled and said; "Of course you can."

DOUBLE WHAT!?

"HELL NO!" I yelled, caused my family members look at me anxiously.

"Are you Ok, Itachi?" Mom asked timidly.

"I'm not letting this! He can't go! He is the 1st grade!"

"You're the last grade but you won't go!" Sasuke snarled.

"I don't want to be in weirdos! I don't like parties, alcohol and the dumb games they're playing! I don't let you go!"

"This is the reason of no one likes you!" Sasuke screamed with tears and ran towards his room..

"Ah.. Damn.." I shook my head under harrow... "D-Dad.. Why.. Why he is doing this.."

"Itachi.." My father slowly said after a while.. "I can understand that you love Sasuke too much and try to protect him from everything but.. Try to understand what he feels... He is growing up and you're not helping him.. Leave him alone little bit, okay?"

"*sigh* Okay"

At friday night.

Ahh, what the hell I'm doing here?! I groaned while I was walking towards the huge building where was the party at. Dad tells me that I need to leave him alone, but he doesn't know that Sasuke is dating with a male. I entered in slowly.. There was so loud that I had to shut my ears with my hands.. Damn.. They're calling this fun!?

Inside of the house, people were smelled alcohol.. Everybody was dancing, playing or drinking.. Oh, God.. I have to find Sasuke as quick as possible.. I have to take him away.. I pushed dead drunk bodies and walked forwards.. There! I saw Sasuke was drinking beer with that blonde boy.. My blood began to boil with anger.. I took nervous steps towards them and caught Sasuke's arm.. He was shocked when he saw me standing in front of himself. The blonde boy named Naruto stood up with frowned eyebrows but I ignored him.

"We're going to home, Sasuke! Right now!"

"Leave my arm!" He pulled his arm harshly and stepped back. "I'm not going anywhere!"

"Sasuke! I'm your big brother! Do what I say!"

"Oi, oi!" Naruto stepped between us. "Leave him alone, he doesn't want to listen you."

"Who do you think you are!? Y-"

"He is someone who is closer me much more than you.." Sasuke interrupted me with a cold voice..

"W-What?" I was quite shocked.. "W-what did you s-say?"

"You heard me right. I wish I am not your brother! I definately hate you! C'mon Naruto.." He grabbed Naruto's arm.. "Lets go somewhere else.."

I was stunned.. I couldn't say anything while they were walking away.. "W-Why Sasuke.." When they went out of my sight, I whispered with a weak voice.. The suffocating atmosphere began to squeeze my throat.. I gasped and headed to balcony for fresh air.. People were laughing, having so much fun.. I reached to balcony and hold railing tightly..

'I wish I am not your brother! I definately hate you!'

"W-Why Sasuke.." I leaned down.. "I love you too much.. But.. Why.. Why do you hate me.. What I've done to you to deserve this.." Tears began to slide on my face..

'If you want to go and die in your books, go and die!'

"I'm not.. I'm not belong to here.."

'I hate you!'

"Sasu-ke.."

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"Are you bored?"

I straightened suddenly when I heard an unknown, deep male voice.. When I looked backwards, I saw a ginger haired boy looking at me..

"Oh, are you crying?" He reached and wiped tears from my face with his slender fingers.. I looked into his chocolate-brown eyes surprised.. He smiled slightly and and rested his warm hand on my cheek.. "Who are you?.. I've never seen you before.."

I blinked several times and pushed his hand slowly. "I don't know you, eihter.. But I'll glad if you show me how can I go out of this place.."

"Oh, don't you like the party?.. Why do you want to go?.."

"I don't like parties.. I just came here to take my brother back.. Anyway.."

"I see.." He lowered his eyebrows and looked at loud crowd. "Do you want to go to my room?" He asked politely.. "There is quieter than here.."

"N-No, thank you, but I want to go home, really.. W-What!? Is this house yours?!"

"Yes.. " He smiled slightly. "And if we don't know each other, let me introduce myself.." He handed his hand towards me. "My name is Yahiko."

"Uchiha Itachi.." I shook his hand. "Listen.. I'd be grateful if you take me out of the house.. I cannot stand this place anymore.."

Sasuke's words were echoing in my brain.. I shut my eyes tightly and lowered my eyebrows..

"H-Hey.. Are you okay?.."

"A-ah.. My head.." My knees went weak for a moment and I collapsed into Yahiko's arms..

"Oi!" He held me tightly and kneeled on floor.. "Are you ok?!"

"Y-yes I am.. That was.. just a head spinning.. Please take me out, I really want to go.."

Yahiko sighed sadly. "Okay.. Okay.. But now, please rest little bit.." He pressed my head on his chest, wrapped his one hand around my waist..

Ha!? What!? "What are you doing!?" I pushed him suddenly and stood up with a flushed face. Could it go worse!? "Nice to meet you, Yahiko-san. But I think I'm leaving now.. Whether you help me or not!"

I passed him quickly and headed crowd again.. He just looked behind me while I was pushing people to reach exit.

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I arrived home and went to my room with no words, while my mom was looking at me with worried eyes..

Damn.. What is going on.. I wrapped my arms around my body. The places he touched, is still numb.. My heart is still pounding like hell.. agghh! I shook my head hardly and reached Sasuke's phone..

There was 17 new messages.. Kiba, Lee, Shika, Neji, Shino, Hinata... He has lots of friends, unlike me.. I put the phone back with a sigh and reached my novel...

I always tried to be perfect so far.. I always studied to be a good person.. I did what my family told me to do... But why.. A tear dripped on book.. Why I am feeling so unhappy..Book fell on ground and I pressed my palms on my face...

'I hate you!'

To be continued..