*Hey, this is my first Vampire Diaries story I'm writing so I hope you enjoy it. To be clear, this story will be written in Elena's point of view, maybe another character's point of view later on. This story is set after 4x23*
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since I made my choice on who I want to be with and I chose Damon. With Damon, I feel free and loved beyond compare and it feels great. The sire bond showed me how much Damon means to me and how much he means for me. His love for me has exposed his humanity that has been hidden for a long time. Choosing Damon might be the worst decision I've ever made but I love him. I love Damon Salvatore and nothing can possibly change the way I feel about him. Nothing.
Forever & Always,
Elena
I close my diary and hide it under Damon's bed. With all these emotions crowding up after writing, I decide to go to the lake house to think about various things or maybe read a book. Damon and Matt are doing who knows what and Damon won't be back til' 6 PM so I will have some time to myself. Before I leave, I pick a random book from the shelf and head out. I finally reach the lake house and sit outside in the dock. I take out the book and see its Wuthering Heights by Ellis Bell. I can just remember it like it was yesterday when Stefan lend me the book soon after we met.
I haven't seen Stefan since our heartfelt chat that still tears me up. Oh no, my infatuation with Damon has made me forget all about Stefan. Oh my God, I can't even imagine how he must be feeling after probably seeing Damon and me together. All Stefan has done for me has been helping me. From my emotional human life to my grueling vampire life. I was the love of his life. I for sure owe him an explanation, but where the heck has he been. He hasn't shown up at the boarding house ever since graduation. Maybe I should ask Damon, but he wouldn't know or else he would've told me. Caroline would know, Stefan and her have been very close lately. I take out my phone and call her.
- "Hey Caroline!"
-"Hey Elena, where have you been lately, I've been trying to reach you. We totally need to start shopping for college. I'm so excited!"
-"I'm sorry, Caroline I haven't been able to talk, I've been with Damon."
-"Damon?! What the hell happened with you being in love with Stefan. I thought the sire bond was broken after you switched your humanity off."
-"Ya, about that. I kinda told Damon I loved him after graduation, which I do."
-"Oh my God, was Stefan at the house when you proclaimed your almighty love to Damon?"
-"Ya, I think he was downstairs with Lexi talking. So what?"
-"Are you kidding me, Elena! Stefan must've overheard. No wonder why I haven't seen him since graduation."
-"Oh my God. Stefan is gone because of me. He must've thought that once the sire bond was broken, I would've turned back to the girl who chose him, before he saved her after the car crash."
-"Duhh! I seriously just lost my best friend because of your romantic relationship with Damon."
-"Hey, don't blame Damon on any of this. I love him."
-"That's great, I'll meet u back at the boarding house at 7, maybe Damon knows something about it."
-"I don't think so, he would've told me if Stefan left. He sure knows that even though I love him, I still care about Stefan. Maybe Matt knows something, I'll tell Damon to bring him over."
-"Ok, see you later, vamp."
I hang up the phone and and get in my car and drive back home. All I can think about is where Stefan could be and why he would leave. I wish I didn't have to worry about anything and everything could just be peaceful but after being born as Elena Gilbert, nothing will be normal. Luckily, once I get home, it won't be long til' I see and Damon to help ease the worry of his brother.