This is going to be kind of like the Notebook, ok? Ok!
I waited. Sitting on the porch steps, waiting. I looked at the time on my phone, 7:08. This was miserable.
"Are you getting ready for school, Ness?" Mom asked, poking her head out of the front door.
"I'm already done." I said, not even looking at her. The slight wind brushed my hair over my check.
"You can't be moping around about Jacob. He stayed back in Forks for the pack. It was better that way." She stated.
"Has he called the home phone?" I asked.
"No." she whispered.
"Then go away." I said. I picked up my phone and tried to call Jake's cell. There were 5 rings then, 'Hey it's Jacob, you know what to do.' Then the beep,
"Jake," I said, starting to cry. "I need to talk to you, hear your voice. All I do in the day is sit in my bed and listen to everyone talk about how depressed I've become. I wrote a song on the piano for you, I wish you could hear it. I need you. I want to come back to Forks. I love you." I hung up the phone and wiped away my tears. I spent 40 more minutes out there.
"Time to go to school." Dad said. I got up, dusted off my ugly red plaid skirt, which I had to wear. My parents made me go to a private school, here in Maine. Jacob was so far away. I walked to the van, not making eye contact with dad. I didn't talk to him, and I didn't want to. When we reached the school, I got out of the car and slammed the door. I made my way to Daisy's car. Jade, Mikayla, and Riley and Rhonda were huddled around her car. Daisy had pin straight red hair. Jade, had curly black hair down to her collar bone. Mikayla had a brown bob with green, blue and pink highlights. Riley and Rhonda were twins, each having long wavy blond hair.
"Ness!" They yelled. I hugged each of them, and tried to smile.
"What's the matter?" Mikayla asked.
"He didn't call." I said, "He never calls. I'm wondering if he is dead." I whispered.
"Ness, just because you had, like, what? A one night stand with this guy doesn't mean you can't be happy." Jade said.
"It's not like that at all. You guys don't understand. He was there when I needed him the most. It was more than a one night stand." I said. The class bell rang.
"Well just try to be happy, Ness." Daisy said, giving me a hug.
I walked to class, and put my black sweater on. I had Literature with Jade and Riley. I sat by them and put my head on the desk when Mrs. H. started the lesson. How could he do this to me? I needed him. Then I felt a piece of paper hit my head.
Ness, member what Daisy said? – Riley
Yeah I do, but I would like to suffer in silence if you don't mind – Ness
Well, try! How far did you get with this guy? – Riley
All the way, he doesn't even return my phone calls or anything. – Ness
Why did your parents want you to move? – R
It's complicated, you wouldn't understand. – N
Oh, well we need a girls' night, at my house. –R
That sounds fun, this weekend? – N
To- Then Mrs. H. came by our desks.
"If you aren't going to listen to my class, you can speak in front of everyone. Read that note you were passing, girls."
We got up from our desks, and Riley started reading from the note, "Ness, member what Daisy said?" she handed it to me.
"Yeah, I do but I would like to suffer in silence, if you don't mind."
"Well, try. How far did you get with this guy?" She stuttered. My face turned cherry red.
"All the way, he doesn't even return my phone calls or anything." A tear fell from my eye. I hated this humiliation.
"Why did your parents want to move?"
"It's complicated, you wouldn't understand." I started to cry even harder.
"Oh, well, we need a girls' night, at my house."
"That sounds fun, this weekend?" I crumpled the note and threw it away.
"Go back to your seat." Mrs. H said, handing me a tissue. I ignored her offer and sat at my desk. Everyone in the room was staring at me. No one understood that he imprinted on me. When lunch came, I sat by the girls, which were followed by their boyfriends. I sat beside Daisy and Mikayla.
"You're really not over him, are you Ness?" Rhonda asked.
"No." I said. I really didn't want to eat today, but I ate some of this gross tomato soup. What a mock blood.
"What's wrong with her?" I heard Anthony say to Daisy. This hardly seems fair. I've tried to ask my parents if I could move back to Forks. It won't work, nothing does. I took some chips off of Mikayla's plate and started eating. My next class was Art, with everyone.
"Draw the person you most adore. If they are in the classroom, go ahead and move around the room." The teacher said. I knew exactly who I was doing. I took the #4 shading pencil and started working on my masterpiece. "When you are done, you have to share some things about the person." She added. I was done in a jiffy. "Ness, Jade, Anthony, Nate and Leo come up here and show your creations." I walked up to the front of the room. "Go ahead, Ness." She said.
"This is Jacob, Black and he was my boyfriend, kind of like my fiancé, back in Fork, Washington. We had a lot of good times. I really miss him. But the thing is that I don't know if he's alive or not. He taught me a lot of things." I said, not making eye contact with anyone.
"Very extravagant, Ness." She said, staring at the portrait. When I got home that night, I got out my paint. My white walls would no longer be in existence. When I drew or painted, I went in my own little world. I stepped back, admiring my work.
"Time to eat, Ness." My father yelled.
"I'm not hungry yet. Put it on the table and I'll find it later." I yelled back at him. The Jacob on my East wall was sitting on a rock, on the south he was lying in the grass, the west he was walking/standing in the forest, and the north, where the head of my head was, Jake was holding me, when I was small. It didn't take me long to finish it. It washed the paint off of my arms and ran downstairs. I located the dinner dad made me. I ate it just the way it was, cold. When I was finished, I came back in my room. It smelled awful, so I opened the window. When I fell to sleep, I wished Jake would come in my window; because I needed to hear his voice.