Him … my other half. Not beside me anymore. Our he left me to go and pretend to be straight which he cant do. He S-U-C-K-S at being not gay. Its utterly im fucking possible for him to do that. Here's why he gets horny off of almost every guy he see, hears, and slightly touches. I'm bi sexual and i can control myself better than he can.

Anyways, after pretended to be straight, our brotherly time has greatly suffered all because he sorta like our clubs newest member. Sheruhi. No sorry "his" name is Huruhi. Huruhi is really a girl who dresses like a guy all because she got some cap in her hair. When she arrived at music room 3 almost boy fell for her. Our boss ,Tamaki and my brother fought the hardest for her attention. And with him doing that we do our brotherly love act anymore for the customers. I just end up telling stories and answering questions all by myself...alone and he doesn't evem care...

And now I have ton of issues that are " un-diagnosed ". So until the dudes in white coats decides what my problem is I'm expected to write my amazing days down in this with a do I have to write my life down while I'm waiting? I don't know. but because I don't wanna destroy this because it's so pretty I'll give it half try...

DAY 1

You know what I love? The fact that I'm sick. I'm laying in bed with the covers on top me. Or majority of the covers on top of me. That must have bothered my brother because he slowly started to stir from his sleep. He realized that he had less than a third of the sheets. he shifted so he could look at me. My back was facing him/

"Kaoru?" his voice easily woke me.

I sniffled and coughed a bit before saying in a quite voice, "What?"

"Are you cold?"

"What do mean?"

"You have all of the covers and I have none?"

"Yes I'm cold." I sneezed

"Kaoru?"

"Hmm?"

"Do you feel ok?"

"Yes I'm -sneeze- fine."

I don't think he liked my answer. He just came closer and wrapped his arms around me. "Kaoru you're very warm. Warmer than normal."

"Really."

"Yea, are you sure you're okay?"

-coughs- -sneezed- "Yes I'm sure."

He got up from the bed and went to into the bathroom. He came back a few minutes later with a thermometer, two pills and a glass of rolling my eyes I lift my tongue so he can place the thermometer in my mouth. "101.3 you got a fever. You might wanna stay home."

"Hmmph."

"Oh and if you are going to stay home, I wont be back home til late."

"Why is that?"

"I'll be hanging out with Huruhi."

"Oh -sneeze- okay."

"Take these pills and get some rest I'll be back later."

"Ok Hikaru" I turned by back on him and continued to sleep.

By the time I woke up it was about eight o clock. I slept that long? I did something resembles a strecth and reached for my phone that was sitting on my night table. 27 text messages, 14 missed calls, and 9 voice mails. Majority from Kyoya? I started looking through the text messages which the only ones i saw were " where are you?" , "What are you doing?" , " How come your brother is here but you are not?". Seriously I'm not trying to not be at school or at the club.I'm sick so I stayed at home...One twin is better than none right? I was about to put my phone down when it started to ring.

Kyoya? Nervously I pick it up to answer it. "Hello?" I couldn't tell if he understood me with my stuffed nose.

"Kaoru, where are you?"

"I'm at my house."

"Your house? You missed the club today."

"I know. I'm sick Hikaru told me stay home."

"Is he there with you now?"

"No, he told me before he left that he'd be home late because he's hanging with Hurahi."

"So he left you alone while you're sick?"

"-sneeze- Yea he did."

"Are you ok?"

"I'm just a little lonely is all -cough-."

"Would like me to come over?"

"Oh Kyoya I couldn't ask you to do that. You're proberly busy so-"

"It's fine I just finished locking up the club it's no problem for me."

I knew there was arguing with Kyoya. "Ok Kyoya see you when you get here."

I ended the call , crawled back on the bed, pull allof the covers on me and started to cry. I must have been crying for a while because I was ware that the maids were escorting my visitor to my room until the lock was picked and them saying " Master Kaoru you have a visitor." I guess I was also asleep other wise I would not have been gently shaken awake.

"Kaoru?"

"-sniffles- Hey Kyoya."

"You have a fever."

"I do?"

"Yes its 102 exactly. Also you are hot as it is so why are buried under the covers?"

"I'm cold."

"Here take these." he handed me the pills that were still sitting on my night table. "I don't think this right." his face was so emotionless as his hand covered his cheek.

"What's not right?" I asked finishing the glass of water.

"That your brother left you while you needed him."

"-sniffle- D-don't worry a-about it its not the first t-time he left while I was sick." I felt myself tearing up once again so I turn my back Kyoya.

"Not the first time huh?"

" since H-hurahi showed up Hikaru leaves me. He's always saying he'll be home late but I know for a dying fact he wont be back until two days later!"

I knew what kind of tears I was crying now. Hot angry pissed off tears mis understood tears. That's when I felt the bed slightly dip. I felt warm safe arms drapped around my waist and a smooth chest behind my back.

"Kaoru you should calm down." his low tone voice was enough to cause me to shiver.

"But Kyoya-."

"Kaoru your hyperventilating again."

"Drawer-gasp- my-!"

Kyoya calmly went over to my table, open the Drawer on pulled out my inhaler.

...Yes I have asthma. I've had it since I was six. But nothing happens unless I'm stressed or upset. Kyoya knew this because when me and Hikaru were doing our act, I would often get freaked out a bit since sometimes took it too far. Which would leave me rushing to the bathroom. which in turn wouldn't help my issue. Kyoya found me on floor at near death when he saw that I had something in my jacket pocket. It's was was a blue box that held my inhaler. He took it and helped me regain myself. I ended up being fine, however I really didn't really want Kyoya finding out this way.
He sat me in his lap and "nursed" me back to health. I don't remember hpw but at some point I had my face buried in his chest and i was crying. He was nuzzling my neck and hair while purring. Weird thing was I didn't mind it at ALL. So every time I'd have an episode he would be next to me down while I'm sitting in his lap. It's also also strange how Hikaru doesn't even know about this...

Kyoya gently lifted me off his lap and set me on the bed and incerted my inhaler in my mouth.

"Kaoru, please calm down.I don't you panicing will help your problem right now."

And that's when I started crying again.

"How can I calm down knowing that my brother left me to go fuck Huruhi while knowing I fell like shit!"

"I know it's not fair to you Kaoru but please try to relax a bit and rest, I'll take care of your brother."

I stopped for a milla second. "R-really?"

"Yes don't worry about it Kaoru you should focus on breathing properly."

A few minutes passed when Kyoya knew I was still troubled. He started to nuzzling head and rubbing my back purring softly.

"Mmmmm Kyoya." I moaned.
Not even a few seconds later he started to nip at my neck licking it as well. Just this alone was slowly but surely making me hard. He left my neck to taste my ear and felt his hot breath tickling me. I gripped his shirt hard burring my face deeper in it. He moved his hands from my back to the front of my pants. I lifted my head in protest which was MISTAKE NUMBER 0NE because he leaned in and kissed me.

Yea Kyoya the most perfected version of a business man always serious and has his Eyes locked on a piece of paper was kissing me on the lips. I had backed away (mistake number two) opened my mouth (mistake number three) which he took as an invite to continue kissing me however this time with his slimy friend. I'm not gonna lie it felt soo amazing. I got that lost in something so simple as tongue kissing. My eyes rolled back and my lids slid closed. Griping his shirt once more except harder as I kissed him back.

When our non existant fish lungs ran out of air I still had eye water left.

"Kyoya?"

"Yes Kaoru?"

After being ditched for the 23rd time and seeing how I just had a steamy make out session with the the most serious person staying alone wasn't even an option. "Do you think -sniff- you can stay with me tonight?"

He chuckled "I don't see why not."

"Please sleep with me Koi I'm very cold."

He sat there and thought about it I think he was really thinking about the un intended nickname I just gave didn't answer fast enough so i started to pull on his jacket sleeve."Pleeeeeease?"

"Alright fine." he started to strip down to his boxers and I had no problem watching him with wide eyes.

"Hmm I'm tired Koi." I said burring my head once again in his chest. I felt his chest vibrate as he chuckled I felt myself defy gravity until I was on the other side of the bed.

"Kaoru?"

"Mmph?"

"Are you sure about-?" I cut him off with a kiss then he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"You worry to much Koi...And promise me you wont leave me ever."

"Promise? I don't think I'll be able to keep a long term promise like that Kaoru..."

"Kyoya please."

"I promise Kaoru..."

"Yay!"

"You enjoy kissing me don't you?"

I shrugged saying "If you let me."

"Hmm I guess so that could be acurate..." he trailed off rubbing my stomach in slow tender motions.

"Hmmph so serious Kyoya." With the help of his warmness and his Circular moments put me to sleep.

REFLECTIONS: VERY HAPPY. SEE? ITS NOT LIKE I PLANNED THIS DAY AT ALL. I DIDN'T PLAN ON GETTING SICK, I DIDN'T PLAN ON HAVING MY BROTHER LEAVE ME WHILE I WAS SICK. I DIDN'T PLAN ON HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK. I CERTINLLY DIDN'T PLAN ON HAVING A FULL BLOWN MAKE OUT SESSION WITH THE "SHADOW KING" AND HAVE HIM SLEEP WITH ME. I'M NOT SAYING I DON'T WANT MY NEW LOVER - DAMN ALREADY CALLING HIM MY LOVER?- BUT ANYWAYS I WAS JUST FINE WHERE I'M AT IN HIS ARMS. YEA IT'S KINDA WRONG FOR ME TO NOT MISS MY OWN TWIN BUT I FEEL LIKE KYOYA UNDERSTANDS ME MORE...I WIL SAY I'M NT LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HIKARU TOMMARROW THOUGH...

ALRIGHTY TELL ME WHATCHA THINK BUT PLEASE NO FLAMES :D

TBC \^.^/