Otou-sama no Kitai, Touga Note: I could translate this as "Prince of Hope", but "kitai" can mean "Hope, expectation, anticipation" or oddly enough, "danger, jeopardy, distress". Either one would work for this. I got my translation from: http/ Words to Know: Anou...-Well... (In this situation) jiki- despair, desperation, abandonment Aisiteru- I love you Onii-sama - Big brother, respected brother (Take your pick) Sayanara- Literally, "Long goodbye" --On with the story-- Anou... where do I start? My past? My problems? My embarrassing failures? My life before Ohtori is mostly boring. Except for the day I found a living girl in a coffin... I saw her years later... and fell in love.
She probably hates me. She thinks I'm like that Akio. I do see some resemblance in my actions, but I assure anyone reading this that it is far from true.
Now... because of him, I may never see her again. Despair... I feel "jiki"... despair, desperation, abandonment- all apply... ...and yet I hope.
Anthy searches for her, and I stay in this cursed place. It stagnates without her... she was the power here. Not that devil, Akio. I wonder sometimes.
I am mostly alone. It is my wish for now. What is that? I never noticed a mirror in here... I look in the mirror. I am in my own home, in a rarely used room.
I see a familiar girl in the mirror... it is Utena!
I touch the mirror, and it stops me from going any further. I feel tears begin to fall down my cheek. I barely take notice. "Aishiteru, Utena... I'm telling the truth!" She began to fade. "Utena!" I cried, my voice contorted by sorrow. I fell down.
I decided that not even that will stop me from finding her. My sister came to me. "Have you been crying?" She said, confused.
"Not anymore." I told her.
I went to my room, packed some clothes, and carried it with me. Nanami followed me, curious. "Onii-sama, what are you doing!" She cried, sounding afraid.
"I am leaving, Nanami." I said simply. "But why?" She wailed. "I need to find someone I knew a long time ago." I replied.
"When will you come back?" She asked, still fearful.
"I don't know." I admitted. "Sayonara, Nanami. Grow up beautiful and strong. Love someone who loves you back." I embraced her, and then walked away.
I am sure I will never see her again. But if I die without seeing her, I know that even in Eternity I will see her again, and be with Utena... Forever...