Maybe this time
I'll be lucky
Maybe this time he'll stay
I fall in love at first sight. Every time. And it never works out, I think, lying on my bed.
Maybe this time
For the first time
Love won't hurry away
I still believe he's the only one for me, I think. But how could it be? He's long gone... Who knew where he is by now...
You will hold me fast
I'll be home at last
I close my eyes, trying to remember his kiss. Everything had been so perfect then...
Not a loser anymore
Like the last time
And the time before
The little fragments of him I find in almost every boy I meet- a glance, a word, a smell, a touch... Anything that reminds me of him in any way, and I find myself instantly in love.
Everybody
Loves a winner
So nobody loved me
Sometimes I hate myself for this, but sometimes it's wonderful to always feel as if someone cares about you. When I had first come to this town, no one had cared for me at all. In the eyes of my peers I was a bully, a tomboy...
Lady peaceful
Lady happy
That's what I long to be
I tried being more feminine, but sometimes it just didn't work...
All the odds are
In my favor
Something's bound to begin
With all the people out in the world there are to love, all the people who could possibly be 'the one', there has to be one for me. There just has to be.
It's gotta happen
Happen sometime
Maybe this time I'll win
There's always the hope that the next boyfriend would be the one I would hold onto forever, and who in turn wouldn't let go of my, either.
Everybody
Loves a winner
So nobody loved me
I take a sharp breath of air, and a single tear rolls down my cheek.
Lady peaceful
Lady happy
That's what I long to be
Only one tear, for the one I truly love.
All the odds are
In my favor
But he wasn't the one... He hadn't been, and he never will be.
Something's bound to begin
No more tears fall as I contemplate this last thought. He never will be...
It's gotta happen
I don't know how much longer I can wait.
Happen sometime
Maybe next time...
Maybe this time
Maybe...
Maybe this time I'll win...