Ok this is one of my first ff so you have to try to be a little kind to me please, I only want constructive criticism thanks so my much hope you enjoy, and just note it gets better after the this chapter
Edwards's pov
God why did I leave her, why did I have to be so pigheaded. If I wasn't so selfish she would still be with me, not 6 feet under, decaying in a wooden casket
Flashback
"Bella, we have to leave" she glared at me
"Where are we going?" she asked, I sighed
"We aren't going any where, my family and I are going to Alaska, and you will be staying here" I told her
"bb…but why?" she asked her voice was getting shaky, and a tear rolled down her face
"We've been here way to long as it is, and I've decided once and for all that im not going to damn you to a like of eternal darkness and the only to do that is to leave you so you can live a normal life." I half shouted at her. Then I took a deep breath trying to steady my voice and said the thing that ruined my life
"Good bye Isabella, try and live a normal life," then under my breath I whispered "even if it means marring that dog" unsure if she heard that I quickly kissed her on the head then climbed out her bedroom window closing it quietly behind me. I just as I hit the ground I heard glass shatter, then I was hit on the head with the photo album I gave Bella for her birthday, picking it up off the ground I ran back to my house. Running up to my room before I could bump into any of my family, I collapsed in the ground and opened Bella's photo album, it was empty except for one photo of her standing all by herself with the caption underneath it saying
'Forever yours'
'Isabella Marie Swan'
End flashback
And that was the biggest mistake I have ever made, and I've regretted it ever since. Not one day goes past when I don't regret that decision and miss her, now my life has no purpose it hasn't had any purpose for the past 76 years.