Unfortunately getting drunk does not make you forget! Sarah discovers that for herself, but her hero is an ordinary man.. a man with the power to heal her heart, and her soul. With simply love.

Sarah sat at the bar wearing a tiny skin tight black dress that accentuated her slender figure, she glanced around and smiled. She had been drunk before she entered the bar, not that anyone else could see that, she was very good at hiding it around civilians. She smiled and downed a glass of bourbon before signalling for another drink, and flirting with the bartender to get drinks on the house all night, and to ensure he did not tell her to stop drinking.

While the other side of town, the NCIS team were trying to track Sarah, trying to find her. Her cell phone was off and there was no idea where she was. Since Jen's death, Sarah had been disappearing at all hours, to various locations. Two days ago, she was found at the harbour at three in the morning, whilst last week she was found asleep on a burnt mattress in the ruins of Jen's home. Hollis had come back from Hawaii to help with Sarah, because Sarah was very close to Hollis and at times refused to talk to anyone else.

Ziva sighed and ran her hand through her dark hair, as tears streamed down her face, showing more emotion than she ever had shown with the team.

Tony looked over at her and sighed, and began to ring through all the bars in the area, gradually going outwards to the state boundaries.

Gibbs wrapped his arms around his wife, and held her close, "It will be okay Zee, We will find her soon" he assured her

The Israeli woman sighed, "How do you know that Jethro?" she asked curious

Jethro kissed the top of her head, "Because I know our daughter"

Timothy kept trying to track Sarah, coming up with nothing.

Tony put the phone down, "Bingo!" he shouted grabbing his jacket and standing up

Ziva looked confused, "This is not the time to play bingo Tony"

Agent DiNozzo smirked, "I found Sarah, she is in a bar on the other side of town" he said running to the elevator, "I'll go , you guys wait here... I think I have to sober her up"

Ziva looked up at Jethro, "You think she'll be okay?" she asked timidly

Gibbs nodded, "Yeah... she will be"

Hollis passed around coffee and smiled, "Sarah is strong Ziva, she is just struggling with losing Jen... she is scared that she will lose everyone..."

Ziva bit her lip, "She told you that?"

The blonde nodded, "Yeah she did" she said simply and softly

The young wife of Leroy Jethro Gibbs smiled, "I'm glad she has someone she can trust" she said with a hint of sadness in her tone of voice

The ex-army woman smiled, and nodded, unsure of what to say.

Back on the other side of town, Sarah nursed a bottle of vodka, and downed it, she wobbled slightly and got up, and begun dancing on the pool table with a man that she had only just met... the bartender!