Summary: What if Ichigo didn't know that Kisshu was still alive and Kisshu didn't know Ichigo was still alive, the mew's have kept Kisshu's life a secret from her, since they were their when he and his friends left, afraid that she will go looking for him under any circumstances. When they reunite, what will happen?

I do NOT own Tokyo mew mew or mew mew power.

'I wish I got to say goodbye to him, give him one final kiss, that was his last wish, and he didn't get it… because he… he…he died…' Ichigo thought sadly, 'I wish it were me instead of him… He was supposed to stay alive! I was supposed to save everyone!
But I failed! I failed as a mew… so today, I'm quiting the mew mew's until I know I wont fail again… never ever ever again, I wont even go in the Café! I'm NOT going to be reminded of him, how I failed to save him'

Ichigo put her pendent in a box, along with the work uniform, and started to walk to the café, she was sure nobody would be there just yet. she opeand the door, Ryou was awake, sitting at the table, waiting for everyone to arrive. "Ichigo? What are you doing here? It's 3 hours before your shift," Ryou asked.

"Ummm I came to give you this, you wont like it but, I don't want to fail anyone again… never again…" She set down the box and ran out the door.

~~~~with Kisshu~~~~

'I-I cant belive it… she really died… she saved me, and Aoyama… she wanted every one to live, so she gave up her own life so every one would be safe… I just wish she didn't save me, so I could be with her right now…' Thought a very sad Kisshu.

"KISSHU! PAI SAID TO GET UP AND STOP MOPING AROUND ABOUT THAT MEW MEW!" Yelled an annoyed Tart.

"I'm not coming out," Kish whispered, all day he would watch the fight with the mew's, all of them. The first time he kissed Ichigo, well all the times he kissed her. The day Ichigo and him found out that Aoyama was the blue night… but mostly, the very last fight, before he died, how close they were, him in her arms, her letting him kiss her, witch he was to weak to do, then he died, with a screaming and crying Ichigo.

"Kisshu, you better get out here!" Pai yelled banging on the door, "I know you're depressed but you have to get over it!"

"THE LOVE OF YOU'RE LIFE DIDN'T DIE DID THEY? ALL YOU'RE GUYSES CRUSHES SURVIVED WHILE ICHIGO DIED!" Kisshu sobbed, he couldn't hold it in any longer, he cracked, "Just please… kill me now… I was to see her again… one more time…" Kisshu was still sobbing. Pai came in.

"Kisshu, if you want, we can go back down to earth, for a visit, you don't know if she's dead or not, maybe they saved her. You can only hope," Pai said to him, putting a hand his hand on the crying boy's shoulder.

~~~With Ryou and the mew's (not ichigo remember? She quit)~~~

"Girls… you need to get Ichigo back, whatever you do, just don't tell her that Kisshu is alive, we don't want to lose her perdimently, trying to find Kisshu," Ryou said

"Hi," Said a weak voice.

"Kisshu," They all said at once and turned around, seeing a redeyes, wet face Kisshu.

"What's wrong with you na no da?" Asked a curios' pudding.

"Is… Ichigo… dead?" Kisshu asked, he took breaths in-between, he was still crying.

"Yes," Ryou quickly said, for some resone, he didn't want them to meet ever again. Kisshu fell to the floor, kneeling down, on his hands an knees, crying.

"I-I K-knew I-I S-Shouldn't H-have c-come…" Kisshu sobbed, "I-I Wish… it were me… Instead of I-Ichigo…"

"RYOU STOP LYING TO KISSHU! I HATE LYING TO THEM! THEY ARE SO DEPRESSED NOW NA NO DA!" Pudding yelled at Ryou. Kisshu's head shot up, tears still streaming down his face.

"Ich-i-go is still alive?" He asked… he said it slowly.

"She's at home, thinking she failed you, she quit the mew mew's you're the only one who can make her come back na no da," Pudding was squatting down by Kisshu, "Now go find her, tell her you love her, if she crys hug her na no do," 'since when was Pudding good at giving relationship advise?' Kisshu thought. He nodded slowly and teleported by Ichigo's window

"Okay Kish, calm down, it's not like she'll attack you," Kisshu tried to calm himself, took a deep breath and flew over to the window. Ichigo was crying on her bed. It made Kisshu's heart sink at her sobbing. He knocked on the window, Ichigo's head came up slowly, looked at the window, her eyes were wide, but she ran over to the window and flew it open, jumping out and into the aliens arms.

"I thought you were dead Kisshu," She sobbed into his chest.

"I thought you were dead, the last time I saw you, you were in Aoyama's arms… dead," His voice cracked at the last part, "Why didn't you're friends tell you I was still alive?"

"Th-they knew?" Ichigo asked, anger rising up.

"Yea, they did, Pudding was the one who told me you were alive still, but when I asked blonde said yes," Kisshu Replied.

"Kish?" Asked Ichigo.

"Yes koneko-chan?" Kisshu asked, using the pet name he had givin her long ago.

"I...I…I Love you," Ichigo sttuterd, Kisshu froze, 'damn I wish she was over me!'

"I love you to Koneko-chan, but my father… said that… I had to marry… so he made an arranged wedding for me…" Kisshu said sadly.