Summary: What was going through Ellie's mind when she went broke down in Degrassi Goes Hollywood?
Author's note: first story ever!!!!!!!!!! Yay!! This has Degrassi goes Hollywood spoilers in it and remembers to comment no flames please!
I couldn't breathe. My chest was closing in on me. I couldn't take it I didn't want to take it. My fault. Everything is my fault. I can't do it I cant. My fault. My dad, Craig, My mom all my fault.
I looked at the waves one after another crashing down just like the people who dare to get close to me. Their lives failing because of me I can't fix it, the damage is done. I can't redo what I have already done.
And then I feel my legs taking me somewhere towards the water the waves. I feel the cold against my feet against my legs it feels good like the cold metal blade of a razor pressed to my wrist. I want more. My legs don't stop they keep going faster. Someone's calling my name but I'm to inside my head to even care. I can't fix what I've already done. My fault it's mine.
A pair of arms wrap around me and I shake them off two people are dragging me towards the shore away from the water. I collapse on the sand and my best friend looks at me and for the first time I am aware of the thick stream of tears rolling down my face. Craig is next to me and I lean my head onto Marco shoulder. I'm fine I say I'm fine but they know I am not. I'm a liar I'm failure I'm Ellie Nash!
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