Death Letters
This is a kinda depressing fanfic.
It's a series of letters written from different buffy characters who have either died or left.
If there is anyone you would particularly like to do or would like to use these letters on another website, please email me. (Spikerox@yahoo.co.uk)
I don't own any of the characters, they all belong to Joss.
Anyway, this is from willow at the end of season 6.
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To all.
I'm sorry. That's all I can say. Sorry. It's a tiny word for all the awful things I did, I know, but it's all I can say. I can't change time and undo what I did. I wish I could, but I can't. I can't bring all those people back from the dead. I wish I could, but I can't. I can't live with the things I've done. I wish I could, but I can't. Wishing can not help me. It can't help anyone. Wishing is our dreams and our dreams lie. They bite and tare and attack you until you act on those dreams. Then sometimes those acts are so terrible you can't live with the consequences. I would know. And I'm so sorry for what I did. I'm sorry beyond words, beyond explanation.
I could try to explain, I could mention all the terrible, horrible, evil things I did but I won't. I won't, not because it makes me feel bad (it does but that doesn't matter) nor because I can't remember them. But because you already know what I did. You know because I did it to you. I didn't mean to, but the power it. I'm so sorry.
I don't expect you to forgive me, I don't think you should forgive me. But letting you know this makes me feel easier. Me. Ha, that's something that you haven't seen in a while. In a way that will make it easier for all of us. Knowing that I really died long ago. Not all of me but enough, I started dying the second I started that very first spell all those years ago.
Anyway, I'm sorry and I love you. Yeah, even if you don't believe it, I love you.
All My Love
Willow.
XXX
This is a kinda depressing fanfic.
It's a series of letters written from different buffy characters who have either died or left.
If there is anyone you would particularly like to do or would like to use these letters on another website, please email me. (Spikerox@yahoo.co.uk)
I don't own any of the characters, they all belong to Joss.
Anyway, this is from willow at the end of season 6.
~~~~
To all.
I'm sorry. That's all I can say. Sorry. It's a tiny word for all the awful things I did, I know, but it's all I can say. I can't change time and undo what I did. I wish I could, but I can't. I can't bring all those people back from the dead. I wish I could, but I can't. I can't live with the things I've done. I wish I could, but I can't. Wishing can not help me. It can't help anyone. Wishing is our dreams and our dreams lie. They bite and tare and attack you until you act on those dreams. Then sometimes those acts are so terrible you can't live with the consequences. I would know. And I'm so sorry for what I did. I'm sorry beyond words, beyond explanation.
I could try to explain, I could mention all the terrible, horrible, evil things I did but I won't. I won't, not because it makes me feel bad (it does but that doesn't matter) nor because I can't remember them. But because you already know what I did. You know because I did it to you. I didn't mean to, but the power it. I'm so sorry.
I don't expect you to forgive me, I don't think you should forgive me. But letting you know this makes me feel easier. Me. Ha, that's something that you haven't seen in a while. In a way that will make it easier for all of us. Knowing that I really died long ago. Not all of me but enough, I started dying the second I started that very first spell all those years ago.
Anyway, I'm sorry and I love you. Yeah, even if you don't believe it, I love you.
All My Love
Willow.
XXX