Introduction:

It's been three years since my 'death' I live a normal life now with no chances i can die. I work in the bureau I've grown fond of the job I once hated, I work in management It's so boring all I do is tell people what to do and although I love doing that I feel like it gives people the wrong thought of me. I know many people have quiet a few friends but I only like hanging out with Matthew, he understands what i'm going through and he's also the only person that can get me to and Matthew hang out everyday because he doesn't like me alone I think he thinks i might kill myself but I know that I could never do that my parents died for me and I need to live for them. There is never a day that goes by that I don't think about what could have happened if I stay'd with Tobias and my friends but I always remind myself that If i leave him I can't hurt him and I have so many times.

I get up to go see Matthew. I put on Tight black pants and a black T-shirt; Factions will always be a part of me. After I wash up I see my clock 6:00 that's strange I never get up early but oh well I can't go back to sleep so I go to the surveillance room even though Matthew doesn't work there anymore he started working in psychiatric research but we always go watch the surveillance of the city. why do the still have surveillance of the city id it's no longer an experiment? I take the thought out of my mind I probably don't want to know. I hear steps coming and sit in a large chair. "your early?" his voice to sad for my taste.

"something wrong?" before he can answer my eyes go to camera eight and see Christina crying at the memorial given to me a year ago.

"can you put the volume up?"I say, My voice so weak like it belongs to someone else. Matthew does with some hesitation.

Tris you didn't deserve to die. Today is exactly three years since you passed and nothing changes their is still a deep pain from missing you. If it makes you feel better i never split from our friends I always hang out with Zeke, Cara, and Caleb even though sometimes he talks to much. I love you.

Christina was saying other things but i couldn't hear through her sobbing. I hear Matthew call me but I am already out the door. I find myself at the place where a statue use to be and then memories are coming back so I run thinking I can get away from them but I can't I see them all. I notice I'm running as fast as I can and i notice my tears fly of my face. I don't stop running until I run into a boy.

"I'm so sorry" he says. I look up and he's around 20-21 he's blond and has bright green eyes and is very good looking. No Tris.

"No it's my fault I shouldn't have been running" I say as I get up. It must have been a big Impact since my the knee part of my pants has holes.

" Hi I'm Edgar" he says while getting up and lending me a hand. He seems very nice.

"Tris" I say while dusting dirt of. We go into a long conversation about each other he says lots of jokes that I laugh to even though some aren't even that funny. I guess because it's nice to laugh and be happy.I learn a lot about him and I tell him everything except that i'm 'Dead' I left my boyfriend and friends I guess some things are best unknown but i don't let that ruin my time we stop talking about the past and start talking about the present which makes me feel once in a while he flirts but I just think about Tobias but not in the sad way just wondering what he does and why Cristina didn't mention Tobias. And then I remember how I walked out on Matthew.I grab Edgar's hand and run then he starts running and then he's dragging me but i still steer in which way we're going and then we make it to the surveillance room running into people along the way and I see Mathew pacing back and forth. I run In panting with Edgar. Matthew's face is saying who's this but he doesn't say anything till I stop panting.

"God Tris ! I was worried that you could of killed yourself" I know he wants to say more but he doesn't because Edgar's here.

"Who Is that anyway" he says pointing at Edgar.

"I'm Edgar he says holding his hand up to shake Matthews hand but he doesn't shakes his head.

"Tris I'm sorry for yelling, just don't do that again. Now lets go to dinner"

I can tell Edgar is confused so I want to say something but I still don't know what to say.

"Um... Matthew I met Edgar while I was running outside and I think you two can be great friends well you know if you tried."

"Tris Im just looking out for you and Edgar can be some strange person you wish you never met." he says like he's an adult talking to a child.

"Um I'm right here you know." Edgar finally says even I forgot he was here.

we finally make it to dinner after it feels like years walking and I get a burger and as we sit I zone out thinking about the first time I had a hamburger with all my old friends but then I notice Matthew and Edgar sit next to me and have a conversation and I was shocked I thought they hated each other.

"what?" they both say simultaneously. Then I realized i was starring at them.

"Nothing i just thought you hated each other"I say Matter-of-Factly.

"I'm gonna go i'm full" Matthew and Edgar Don't hear me so i just leave. I go to my apartment fall asleep then i'm awaked by noise down the hall and see Matthew down the hall talking to his manager Dan on the walkie-talkie and then Matthew says.

"No they can't becoming ...No I don't know where she lives no one knows...alright bye" he grunts then runs off.

" I leave my Apartment and go to the dinning hall and see if Edgar's there and he is but he's with friends; four guys. I wave for him too see me and when he does he says something to them then they say something like " he likes that girl." girl are they talking about me ?

I tell Edgar what I heard and he said we should go outside side and see who he was talking about so we do and we hide behind a bush we are so close i can feel him breathing on me. Then a truck comes and about five people get off their body types look so familiar but I don"t know I think of when we got here, the image crystal clear and me and Tobias. No Tris You Will Not Think About Tobias. Not here. Not ever.You have Edgar.

Me and Edgar get up and before I know he's Kissing me. I can't think at first and then I remember too Kiss back. We Walk hand in hand to my apartment and then he kisses me on my fore head then leaves. I think I Like him.

I'm not sure what I would have said If he asked me out so i'm glad he didn't. I just Know I will always Love Tobias.