Chapter 1: Dear Diary

March 12

Dear Diary,

Have you ever felt so incredibly invisible and worthless in life? Of course you haven't because your just a stupid little book. A stupid little book my mom gave to write my emotions in. I don't think it's going to help me any by talking to some book. Well, I have nothing better to do. My names Te'Arcey Roy and I am 15 years old. My birthday is in April and no before you ask I'm not excited about it. Wait, you can't ask, your just a book. This is so stupid! Well, you'd think I'd be excited that my birthday's next month right? Well, the reason I'm not excited is because I have no friends. No seriously, I don't have no friends. I used to have one very close friend named Ellie Ling but, she got a cool, new popular boyfriend and doesn't talk to me much anymore. I don't have very many friends because…well, I look like a bit of a nerd! Ok…I look A LOT like a nerd! I have glasses and braces. The long, nurdy curly hair and the face full of freckles. I am tall and skinny and have no "rack" whatsoever. I don't really like to classify myself as a nerd though because I am not smart at all. I may look like a nerd, but I DO NOT have the brains of a nerd. So, how's a girl like me supposed to get new friends? Change my looks? Well, mom won't let me get contacts, she says I'm still too young. AS IF! The braces are pretty much permenent. My hair is IMPOSSIBLE to deal with and the freckles are pretty permanent too. So, what should I do? Well, moms calling me. I guess that's all for today.

Mallory