A/n – This will be drabble(ish) which basically means it will most likely have a lot more chapters than Bella's point of view story A Life Time Sacrifice.
This will be like a different story because we're going to be seeing Edwards day to day activity, his past etc but it will entwine with Bella when they meet.

Some chapters may be over the drabble limit but it wont be long chapters.

I've only managed to get this chapter wrote in his point of view due to my hand, but I wanted to get it out and let people know Chapter 4 of Lifetime sacrifice is on its way I rewrote it twice as I couldn't decide which direction to take but I've figured it out so It's in the works.

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Warning – If you're not old enough to Drink, Smoke even play the lottery I suggest you don't read this story. This will be the only warning I usual leave chapter warnings when things are about to get real, but I want you to have the experience as they go, so be prepared for tissues on most chapters (I'm not saying they will be needed on everyone, but I'm also not ruling it out either)

Disclaimer – I don't own Twilight, Or the Twilight characters, I do how ever own the original Characters and my mind =).

Summary – When a Hit women and a Mafia boss fall in love all bets are off.
He pinned her to the wall his breath fanning over her face "who are you" he whispered the anger lacing his voice all but vanishing "and what are you doing to me Princess" he said before his lips met hers almost roughly as he finally controlled her after weeks of her controlling his body with out even meeting her.

This story is not Beta'd

A Sacrifice Of The Heart

Edward point of View

(Bella's story is on my profile – A Life Time sacrifice)

Chapter One - single life is THE life for me.

I groaned as I rolled over my leg hitting the body laid next to me. "Get the fuck up" I moaned as my face squished up into the pillow. "I've got shit to do, and so have you"

I yawned as I grabbed my phone, we'd only been asleep for thirty minutes if that, usually I didn't let anyone sleep over.

I was a hit em and leave em kind of guy.

Plus I didn't know what half these bitches had and didn't want that shit in my bed. I groaned thinking of burning my sheets and getting my house keeper to order some new ones.

Couldn't catch anything if you don't return the favour

I sat up after hearing the door slam smirking to myself.

Fucking broads – you'd think they would learn.

Id never screwed any of them or even returned the favour yet they all still kept trying to get me to change my mind.

Women were born for one reason and it was to be on there knees or to be stood looking pretty on your arm or more importantly my arm.

Emmett would say they were born to spent his fucking money, but I wasn't about to let a broad near my fucking credit card.

I got up jumping in the shower deciding to wear a new suit, I wasn't going back to the club Jessica was properly informing them all, what I selfish prick I was.

I smirked at the idea.

Once I was showered and dressed I decided I better update my dad.

Even though Carlisle had stepped down, I still kept him up to date.

I may be the boss now, but that man had taught me everything I know.

I grabbed my car keys, my phone and cigarette's and informed my house maid I needed a new bed set. And that she was to let her husband know he could use the old for his ever growing dirt pile for bonfire night. I seen the smirk she sent me as she nodded going up the stairs.

Elizabeth was like a second mother to me, she wasn't an employee, she was family.

I smiled as soon as I seen my baby parked out front.

This car … My car was a one off this baby had been made specially for me, it had everything you wanted and even shit I didn't need. But it was my baby and no one touched her.

I slide inside, smiling as I herd he purr when the key hit the ignition.

She rode like a dream as I drove to my parents, before my dad had retired my mother had insisted they move away from the city, dad had agreed as long as it was in driving distance, my other didn't take that into account though, they lived in the fucking woods.

I shit you not …. You have to drive through a fucking woodland area to get to there house, it was better than the other choice though.

That one was across a river, my mother had been all ready to sign her and my fathers name on the dotted line, until he found out he would need to ride in a canoe every time he wanted to go out.

So they compromised, my mother got the space, and my father didn't have to buy a boat.

Personally I think there both barking.

I smiled as I finally drive through the gates, winding my window down and grinning into the camera letting them know it was me.

Sure enough when I parked the car and got out my mother was stood on the doorstep grinning my father stood behind her shaking his head.

"I told you Esme he doesn't need a standing greeting every time he visit's" he muttered.

"hush Carlisle" she said with out looking to him as her arms opened, I smirked leaning down she was at least a foot smaller than me, my arms wrapped around me as I hugged her back breathing her in.

I stepped back smiling as I shook my father's hand, we all walked into the house as my mother walked to the kitchen to get drinks.

"Can we speak in the office before I leave" I asked my father.

I seen the curious look he give me, but I shook my head telling him silently it was nothing bad.

My mother came back with refreshments and we spent an hour catching up, before she decided to go to her garden and check on her flowers, women was crazy but I loved her.

"Everything ok son" Carlisle asked as the door closed behind us, I took a seat in the leather chair as he sat behind his desk.

I nodded in answer to his question "Yeah every things fine I just wanted to keep you updated."

I seen his smile before he smiled "Edward, you don't need to tell me anything you run things now remember, your not my second in command, that's Emmett you don't need to tell me anything" he said looking at me.

I shook my head and nodded "I know I don't have to but, I know you dad, your part of this live, just because you stepped down, I know you still want to be involved and to be honest I need you, I might be able to run things, but I still need to know your there by my side, I still need you to know that no matter if I'm not above you, you have my respect, I am who I am because of you I mean fuck, you made me this, you prepared me like a fucking pro, but I still want you in this, you might not be my second but your going to have to get used to this because I'm not loosing you, you can step down but your still part of this, I want you at meetings I want you by my side" I sat back breathing out a breath I didn't know I needed.

"Why" he asked his head tilting.

"Because this life, this is YOUR life, you have more respect and power than I could dream to have I might of earned by button, I might of climbed the racks but we both know my men fear me not respect me." I sighed sitting back.

A lot of shit had been going around since my father stepped down, this room, this was a room I could be real, I could be insecure I could damn well fucking break down if I needed to, and I knew the man in front of me was the only one I could allow to see, and hear me like this, so I thought fuck it why not let it out now.

"Edward" he said standing he moved and came standing in front of me leaning on the edge of his desk "Your men respect the hell out of, its my men who have the issue, I've already spoke to some of them, but" he shaked his head and I felt my shouders sagg. "You can't run an empire with out respect Edward I was hoping it would blow over, but you're here ….. and Edward if its getting to you so much, if they are you know what you need to do, I'll back you up, make an example" he sighed looking out the window before his eyes met mine again.

"Caius" he said "He's been the one running his mouth, voicing his fears about the change in leadership"

"You know I don't want to do this don't you" I said looking up to him. "Those men are like fucking family to me" I said shaking my head trying to get my thoughts together. "You know this could cause a war your men could turn on me" I sighed leaning forwards rubbing my hands together.

"Emmett had the same idea as you" I chuckled shaking my head "his exact words were to kill the lot of them" I sighed.

"Edward if a man had disrespected me what would I have done, what would you have done to that man as my second" my father said I chuckled shaking my head.

Because the scene he was describing had actual happened, A man named Johnny had been brought in as a low man, he was a Friend of the family or was supposed of have been, only his voice came out of his fucking mouth at a meeting, everyone in the room had been shocked, fuck even I was at the balls of the fucking man.

But my father, Carlisle well he had just smiled stood up and shot the fucker between his eyes, then sat back down ordering his meant to remove the trash.

I chuckled aloud at the memory, "you killed that fucker" I said seeing his own grin.

"Then you do the same, don't loose that part of you Edward, don't loose yourself, those men might have been under my command but there now under yours if they cant respect that make them, sometime fear is an amazing power"

I smiled nodding, glad to have got shit of my chest, I hadn't wanted to upset my father but I knew something had to be done.

After the hard shit was out , we sat and devised a plan.

Emmett was called and filled in we agreed to meet up later, my father said he'd try come to the club later as well.

After a drink we parted as he said he was going to make some calls we had agreed it was time our old mole was brought back in.

I walked out the office and smiled seeing the new house keeper's daughter Kara.

She was stood at the staircase waiting for what I had no idea but when she spotted me she stood up twirling her hair and grinning.

I inwardly rolled my eyes at how fucking predictable these broads were.

I turned my charm on approaching her and smiling wide, my hand reaching out and pushing the lose hair in her face behind her ear as I asked how she was.

I always laughed as I seen her body shiver from my touch.

I grinned knowing she was eating this shit up, all these bitches were the same, wanting to be on my arm.

Wanting to be the wife of the Don and Mother of the Prince but that shit wasn't happening.

I didn't need No fucking Queen to help me rule my reign.

"So I was wondering that new club of yours does it have a v.i" My phone cut her off.

I held my finger as I silently apologies and walked away answering the phone.

"Cullen speaking" I breathed into the phone.

"Edward" the Texas accent spoke into the phone "We've got an issue, its Alice"

My heart stopped as I thought of her I clenched my fist swearing if anyone had harmed her I was going to skin them alive.

A/n – Yup Edwards a Crude Dude , but he's that way for a reason. I'll try work on this after I get Bella's chapter 4 up.

This chapter's longer than the rest will be simple because I wanted to put some basics down, I wanted to air things that will be brought up in future chapters.

Happy Reading and let me know what you all think.

The Queen comment will come back to bite him on ass when he meets his Princess ;) I guarantee you.