Takes place during Eclipse, I think you'll figure out exactly when as you read it. Sorry for grammar, I'm Swedish. Please review even if you didn't like it, I'm interested in all opinions. And please don't say just "bad grammar", correct me :) Noticed that it looked a little messy, I'll try to fix that to the next chapter. It's already existing, just don't want to upload until someone reviews (a)

Alice POV

"Why are you scared love?" he caressed my hair. Damn! I sighed, he had recognized the split second of horror that had crossed my mind when I by mistake let the vision slide trough my thoughts.

"I'm not scared" I refused and put a soft kiss on his cheek "only over what Bella will say when I tell her about my party plans" He laughed,

"Well, I guess that's a good reason" Suddenly I heard the others coming outside and apparently he did too as we, with me still in his arms, raised from the stairs in one motion.

"You really missed something!" Emmett said and without giving that he's totally drowned in mud and leafs a thought he sat down on the big white couch.

For him to be that messed up it must have been a good hunt. We were supposed to be joining them but then suddenly Jasper didn't want to anymore, "Just not in the mood" he had said. It was a strange answer for being Jasper, he usually was the one who, after Emmett, were the most eager to hunt. But as that was what he wanted we didn't join. I don't like to leave him alone, especially when.. oh crap Edward. I changed train of thoughts immediately and looked at my mothers' disturbed smile looking at the now quite brown couch.

"I'll buy you a new one" Emmett said, sharing my thought and Esme smiled.

"No need" she said and sat down beside him "I was tired of this one anyway"

Suddenly my loves arms tighten around me,

"What is it?" I asked.

"I feel them" he said, he had never been comfortable with the werewolves, but then he relaxed a bit "it's.. um.. just Jacob, I guess he has Bella with him" he said and gave Edward a meaning look. He nodded and disappeared outside again.

"How did you know it was Jacob?" I asked curiously. I knew a lot about his gift since we've been together.. well, forever. But I'd never heard him feeling a special person coming.

"I felt lust" he said with a slight smile and Emmett burst out in laughter,

"Imagine Edwards face" he said when he'd calmed down a bit.

"When?" Bella and Edward came trough the door and she looked curiously at Emmett who just laughed even more.

"Funny" Edward said and we exchanged a glance. I have to be better at blocking thoughts.. He smiled, he had heard that one to, obviously. Then he turned away to look at Bella again but suddenly stopped,

"You've seen that?" he asked and looked worried at me. What? I didn't even think about it?

"Busted" he simply said and I sighed "if you're bad at blocking the effect is reverse, it's like you're screaming it" he explained.
"What did you see?" Jasper played with his fingers down my arm but stopped and started to look worried when I couldn't find a good answer "Love?"

"Eleazar getting hurt" I lied. Shut up! I told Edward who looked like he's about to say something. Surprisingly he did as I told him.

"What? How?" I met my fathers' glance who's full of concern and I desperately tried to come up with something that wouldn't make him call or go over there.

"It's nothing serious Carlisle" Edward softly said "it was me reading wrong"

"So, maybe you should stop reading my visions?" I glared at him and he shrugged,

"Maybe" and started to play with Bellas hair.

"So, no need to hear if they need some help?" Carlisle asked and both Edward and I shook our heads.

"Jazz, Edward, wanna play some videogames?" Emmett asked from the couch as if he was totally unconcerned about the conversation that had been going on, he probably was. I watched Edward exchange a glance with Jazz but he shook his head,

"Not now, I think I want to spend some quality-time with my favourite person in the world" he held me tighter towards his muscular torso, I turned around and we kissed.

"Even more?" Emmett raised an eyebrow teasing Jasper.

"Yea, maybe you should consider it sometime" he teased back looking amused when Rosalie glared at Emmett saying that she also thought so with just the glance. The whole room laughed.

"Coming love?" he took my hand and we went upstairs. He threw himself on the bed but without making any sound at all. Then he grabbed my hand and dragged me towards him until I landed beside him.

"Beds still fill a purpose" he said and began to kiss me everywhere he could reach. I laid my arms around him and we started rolling around on the bed, now definitely not soundlessly, while the air was vibrating of passion and love.

"I love you" I breathed when we ultimately stopped and I lay beside him with my head on his torso. If he were human I should have heard his heartbeats. But it was like I heard them anyway, in his beautiful eyes and his arms softly hugging me.

"I love you too" he said with a big smile and started to play with a strand of my hair.

I let my thumb caress his arm and slowly moved it over the scars. I felt the shape of them, the shape of so much pain. I've never been bitten myself except for when I got changed but that's all I remember of being changed, the pain. More excruciating than anything, it's like you'd rather die. My thumb went rollercoaster on the ups-and-downs on his arm, they were so many, and everyone must have hurt like that. My Jazz, my beloved husband hurting, just the thought gave me chills. And there were the other one, not shaped like the others. The werewolf bite.

The night he got it was still fresh in my mind though it was weeks ago now. We'd been hunting Victoria down the border with the werewolves and then Emmett had crossed it in an eager moment to end her. Of course the younger of the wolves' went crazy and Jazz, being as overprotective as he is, he had gone to Emmett's defence.

The rest had happened so quickly that anyone barely understood what happened. One second the tiny snow white wolf was coming from nowhere and the next Jazz was kneeling on the ground in pain. It was strange.. I'd seen the wolf pack several times now, but never that one. Without thinking about it I had begun following the shape of the bite up and down with my thumb. Remembering that night always made me feel bad. Even though the bite was almost healed when we got back at the house I couldn't get the image of him overwhelmed with pain off my mind.

"Darlin' what's scaring you?" he grabbed my cheek and put my face against his "what is wrong?"

"I don't want you to get hurt" I said moving my hand from his arm to his cheek. It was absolutely true so no one could blame me for lying even though I had a special reason to worry right now.

"You shouldn't worry" he said, kissing me gently on my forehead "everyone's going to be fine. Besides, why worry already?" I wish I could tell you, I thought. But the only thing that would change if I told him was that he should feel bad about my worry, he would never stay away from the battle. It was ridiculous, they were all so thrilled. Both he and Emmett were preparing as if it was some sort of Olympics or something. I may have thought it was cute if I hadn't seen.. I couldn't ever think the words at first,
If I hadn't seen Jasper get killed.