A is for Alone
Sometimes Bae felt as lonely as he had when his father had kept him imprisoned in their home. It would stretch on for days, from the moment that Killian stepped off of the ship. It was like he took Bae's heart with him. Bae would pout and sulk for days on end. He'd lock himself up in Kilian's cabin and refuse to come out. Smee would unlock it and leave him food at meal times, but Bae would hardly touch it. He would surround himself with the blankets, breath in Killian's scent and just lay there. Bae would stay like this until he heard the commotion overboard signifying that Killian was back. He would tidy the room up leaving no trace that he had been there. Bae would then spend days pretending that he didn't care that Killian had left him alone, and would avoid the man at all costs. Bae would never admit that Killian leaving him mad him feel replaceable, like he was just a passing thing. He would never admit that it hurt him. Killian only tolerated a few weeks of being ignored before he made sure that Bae knew that he would never be alone.