Tell me how you really feel
Totally Completely Obnoxious
It was one of those days, you know? The ones where anything and everything that could possibly irritate you...does. The ones where you're not sure if you want to zone out and drink a cup of unbelievably strong tea, or rip your gorgeous hair out and scream at the top of your perfect lungs.
People can be so incredibly obnoxious, so incredibly ridiculous it's brain boggling. The capacity of the human cranium must be getting smaller and smaller as time goes on...either that or just filled to the brink with nonsense. The enormous amounts of stupidity that can be contained in a single room is utterly fascinating to me.
I often have to question my own sanity, it is absolutely necessary. What other reason is there than to be completely off the rocker for me to live the life I live? Growing up, I had a plethora of options, all with giant neon signs with arrows pointing to "Perfect". So then why the hell am I here, on my own, living the life no one expected me to live? I chose it. I actually chose this life.
Days like this are plentiful, I am surrounded every single freaking day of my life by the people I grew up hating the most out of all the world. Want to know a secret? I fucking love it. It's honestly the only thing that keeps me living, the only thing that gives my life purpose. Take a chew on that one.
Our fights are like World War III, our tempers are worse than that of the fiercest Lion. We spent the first five years together wishing death on one another, but now...I have the oddest, most unexplainable connection with these people. I still take pleasure in seeing them squirm and watching their blood boil, but it's with a hint of humor and fondness. It's not like they don't do it back...our prank wars are unbeatable, and our all nighters are the only possible way to go.
Of coarse as I said, their stupidity infuriates me at times and it simply fascinates me how quickly we can jump down each others throats. I will not deny that I am positive they feel exactly the same way...I am no angel, I am not the easiest person to get along with or even like for that matter. If you choose to love me, love me for me. I'm the best, I know it, I'll tell you, just ask me. I don't care what you think of me, because I know myself, and I like who I am, who I have become. I changed the important parts in my life that needed changing, and I left the rest the way it was.
I am Draco Malfoy.