Wind beats against me

Wind beats against me

I'm scrunched up in a ball.

Wind beats against my tabby fur.

I let it.

Nothing matters now.

You don't love me.

Why?

Am I not good enough for you?

Oh yes I know you love that scarlet queen.

I'm a tabby just like you.

Your silver and I'm gold.

I thought that means we were meant for each other.

I guess not.

I know I used to be with your older brother.

I know I broke his heart.

But he raped me.

I guess I'm not meant for love.

I can't take it.

I find a cliff.

I jump.

And now I'm falling.

Falling, forever.

Wind still beats against me.

Until my world goes black.