I got bored again so here is just filled in space. contains stuff , watch out.

disclaimer: don't own it.

this are small plot things, if you like the story in each chapter, I'll make a story out of it, hope you like.

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Drip, drip, drip.

The sounds of blood falling from a wounded wrist pierced the silence. The knife switched to the other wrist hungering for more of the delicious crimson liquid that flowed through the body of the tormented boy.

Nothing, this means nothing. Yet why do I cry? why do I show weakness? Chocked sobs wrenched from the pitiful form of the broken body.

Foot steps echoed through the empty room, alerting the boy that someone was coming.

Quickly he wrapped up the cuttings and put on the leather gloves that loosely fit onto his small hands. Then he put away the switch blade into his jean pocket.

'Taichi? you in here?' A tall boy called out, his dark sapphire blue eyes shinning with pride and ice.

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'What do you need Yamato?' I asked hoping he'd leave quickly so I could continue venting my sorrow onto my already self abused body.

' Koushiro wants a meeting, come on' Yamato said angrily, Koushiro had a knack for asking to meet at all of his band practises. I slowly got up from the table and went into my room for my jacket. As I left the room with my jacket in hand, I saw Yamato looking at the table and I noticed that I forgot to clean up the huge puddle of blood that had dripped from my wrists.

'Explain' he said. Just as simply as that, just one word, one word and he has you , but with no anger or accusing tone. That's what I like about Yamato until he gets the truth and story behind something willingly or forcefully he won't judge it.

'Fresh Hamburgers' I say, remembering the time when we tried to open them ourselves when we were younger and ended up with the blood all over ourselves.

'Oh' he says smiling, if I had the courage to tell anyone about myself I'd tell him. He is the only one who'd listen and the only one who'd care…at least I think he would.

We walk out the door when suddenly he grabs me from behind. I try to shake him off, but now that he has gotten quite a growth spurt and has been working out, I can't. Because of my lack of nourishment no doubt, I've become anorexic, and with my cuttings I've been getting weaker.

Roughly he pulls off my gloves and stares in shock at my wrists. Cuts new and old ran along my arms to my elbows, that's why I no longer wear T-shirts.

'I'm not going to ask right now, but later we will have a talk.' He says and quickly forces my glove on.

Mimi and Sora walk out of the elevator both talking about tennis.

'Oh there you are, come on were all going to a picnic in hogsmeade.' Mimi and sora said together to Yamato.

I'm just in the way, I thought. Why not just run away? or end it now? why prolong it?

Yamato smiled his fake smile and grabbed hold of my arm above the elbow.

so many questions only three answers, do I tell Yamato and seek comfort from him because he would feel sorry for me, or tell him and he'd hate me because I'm weak, then kill myself, or not tell him at all and run away.

I hadn't even realized we were at the school until we slipped into the gates.

Suddenly an image crossed my mind and all I could see was that.

Dark swirled around me, a young girl stepped into view, long gashes began to appear over her, the blood oozed out and flooded over to me, her face was splitting in two, then her body was, organs fell in a heap, her screams echoed all around me.

Her blood surrounded me and climbed up my body seeping into my baggy pants and shirt, I could feel the liquid wash it's self onto my skin, leaving burning trails in it's path.

Her screams became dull as her body grew limp and slipped to the floor and my body fallowed in suit.

I lay there watching as her lifeless body faded, another replaced it. A tall man with long black hair that blended into the scenery. Black robes almost floated around him. His skin was pale grey and his eyes were blood red, they burned deep into my mind and I cringed outwardly in fear.

He took a step closer and I felt long jolts of pain fill my body, gasping I tried to move but couldn't, I cried out as he stepped closer and the pain began to intense. Tears fell slowly down my cheeks and landed on the black floor. I whimpered as he stood above me. A sick smile played and his terrifying features.

'Such beauty, yet such sorrow' He said, a shiver ran down my spine at the frozen tone.

He kneeled down and cupped his hand against me cheek. As soon as I felt the icy palm I screamed, the pain that had gripped my body now all gathered in my face. I felt dirty as the blood from the girl dripped from my soaked shirt.

He laughed cruelly and I whimpered out.

'you'll feel this pain when ever I'm near, and now you shall feel the pain I felt as my heart was ripped from my body'

~warning RAPE! if you don't like it scroll down for the sign that says it's over~

He walked behind me and I felt my clothes rip out in all directions, scattering everywhere.

I screamed as his finger touched my back and traced down to my ass. He inserted a finger, and I felt like I was going to faint, pain beyond anything I felt before ripped through me. He laughed and took his finger out.

I felt the girls blood freeze to my skin.

He lifts my hips up and thrusts in. I felt pain, all pain nothing more. He groaned and a trusted harder and harder.

Tears ran like waterfalls and my blood poured over his grey organ and hips. I haven't noticed until now that I've been screaming non-stop. He laughed and rammed into me, then I felt him tense and I nearly vomited as his essence filled me. He had taken away the only thing I could truly call mine. He grunted and started again I closed my eyes trying to escape this world, but he made it impossible.

~The normal world~ matt's p.o.v.

'What happened?!' screamed a doctor who was holding onto a long white stretcher with a screaming boy on it and quickly rolled it into an emergency room.

'We were walking and he suddenly collapsed, then when we called the ambulance he started screaming.' I explained on the other side trying to hold down the trashing Taichi.

'What is with this boy's body?' Asked a nurse that was looking him over.

'What do you mean?' Asked the doctor

'Well he just started bleeding is what you said right? well now his anus is now ripped open!' She said in fear.

'Taichi!' Hikari screamed as they took him into the intensive care unit. My little brother Tekaru held onto her as she tried to get in.

I was scared, I didn't know what was happening to taichi and it was also making me mad.

I punching his fist into the wall, now a huge fist print lay in the center of the white hospital walls.

~weird place~ Taichi's p.o.v~

The man laughed and finally pulled out of me after the forth round. I couldn't move, he walked away and the pain had gone. I never felt so relived.

He is going to come back. A little voice in my head screamed.

I screamed as the blackness disappeared and men with masks over there faces appeared. I thrashed around, trying to get them away.

'Yamato!' I screamed, his face had been the first to pop into my mind.

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Goth Serphyona: that sucked but if you like it I'll continue it.

next chap up soon.