Yours Forever

it's been almost two years

two years that i have had to be without you

two years of nothing

when you took your last breath

i died

i'm dead inside but my body still lives

my eyes have lost their spark they once had

my heart is cold as stone

why did you do it

why did you push me out of the way

it wasn't suppost to be you who got hurt

it was me

and when you died my world shattered

i wish i was with you but i made you a promise

live

it was the last word you said

so i'll keep my promise and wait for my time to come

just for you, then we'll be together forever

i love you and i won't ever stop

i miss you and hope to be with you someday

when i visit you it always rains

it washed away the rainbow coloured roses i layed upon your grave

hid the tears pouring down my cheeks

and with them my sanity

i try to be careful not to get hurt

but this time i forgot and was careless

my blood pools around me

i hear the worried voices above me

my vission is fadding

ane the next thing i see is you

your loving gaze

your breathtaking smile

and your beautiful face

i run into your arms

as tears of happienes

run down my cheeks

all i can say is i love you

and all i can think is i'm yours forever