Broken. Hurt. Pain. All I felt as the walls came crushing down…. "I don't love you anymore" rang in my ears. Where was I? Why did it feel like I was hit by a truck so cold and hard? Now I remember I was outside my house. I had my backpack on. I had walked home from school with him? This was the normal route. What is going on? We had talked about plans for the future. My life so intertwined with his. I honestly couldn't help myself I reached into kiss him! What is wrong with me? My shock state was numb and I stared into his eye he looked sad. He pushed me back with a, "no," I honestly didn't want to kiss him.
"why?" I questioned. I felt the tear beginning to form. A year and 6 months down the drain. Why this week? Why today? I had just filed the report to set me free of my sexual harassment case and lost a friend to backstabbing. 2 weeks I thought, my 16th birthday. I had it planned out and everything. I was going to watch 16 candles.
All he replied with was, " I just don't feel the same. I have changed. I hope we still can be friends?"
"NO!" I ran. I open my door and hide from him. He is worthless to me. My sister there I feel the tear form.
"Jessica! What took you so long? Making out with mike again?" she mocked me in my pain.
" nope," I sad letting a tear fall, my sister's face fell with it, " he broke up with me." My sister reached over me and hugged me. She offered just enough love and care. I made my way to my room and let go of all the pain and hurt. My eyes burned and the salt ran down my cheeks. I changed my facebook and texted my friend's Lauren and Angela. I needed comfort. My dad came in sat on my bed and hugged me. I think I couldn't have put myself in a better place. Dad hug are said to be magic.
Even with the hurt and the pain I came out on top… but Michael your cheating ass can crumble