I sat alone in my room, the room that had once belonged to my, 'brother' Shinogu. Yes, he had gotten the adoption annulled and no one was taking it well. Except for dad that was, the day after Shinogu had left, he had me move into Shinogu's old room so Akane and I wouldn't have to share a room anymore. How can he be so heartless? I haven't left my room in two days since dad made me move into it…I couldn't care to see anyone in my family right now. I couldn't even bare to see Ryouki. It's his damn mother's fault Shinogu left for good! No Hatsumi you can't think that. I would sigh and stand, the only good think about being in Shinogu's old room is that he had his own bathroom connected so in I went to take a shower.
It's been two days, why won't she answer her phone? If it wasn't for these damn test, I would walk down there right now! Sometimes I don't get that stupid girl, why the hell would she want me to be her boyfriend if she isn't even going to talk to me! It's probably that damn Azusa, or that insist freak brother. Screw this! I am going down there now!
Hatsumi would turn off the water and stand there. The cold air would hit her naked body, she only just watched the water from the shower escape below her dripping feet. Her trance was broken only when the sound of the door bell and some pounding could be heard from the front door. She would sigh, and step out from her watery chamber that had once held her trance. She would figure someone else could answer the door so she slowly took her time in wrapping the towel around her slender frame. Again the door bell had been rung and banged on. She would sigh, damnit of all people it had to be Ryouki at the door. "Someone get that!" She would yell out to the empty house, of course no answer. Where was everyone? She could only sigh again, she seemed to be doing a lot more of that lately. No need to get dressed it's only Ryouki…Okay maybe there is a need. She would let the towel drop to the ground and would pull on a pair of panties and a large t-shirt…One left behind by Shinogu.
What was taking that stupid girl so long! He knew she was in there from the call for someone else to get the door. Lazy…Wait…No one answered that meant they two of them would be alone together, a grin would spread across his handsome features. That is tell he had heard the foot steps. With a swift motion of hand through blonde tresses, the grin was gone without a trace.
Just before reaching the door to let her 'master' in she would spot a note, from her mother. Oh.. What's this? Hatsumi read the note to herself and shook her head. Poor Akane, poor mom. Having to go with dad on a trip. The only reason she probably had not been asked to come was that she refused to exit her room oh well. Back to opening the door for the master.
Finally Hatsumi would open the door and Ryouki's eyes would widen in shock, well only slightly before going back to the normal bored look, but she looked more beautiful then he had ever seen her. Her hair would hang, clingingly to her face while she stood, her legs being bare in t-shirt that hung low enough to give of an image of what lay under neither the soft material. She greeted him, but it was so different then her usual, "hello Ryouki." This this time she fling herself into his arms. Was this the same girl he was in love with. Wait…Was he feeling, his shirt getting wet? Was she crying?
She could not help it, the second she saw Ryouki she just wanted to be in his arms, let him take her pain away. They, they could continue from where they left the other night. Her family wouldn't be home. Now she just had to make Ryouki realize it. "Hey what's wrong Hatsu?" She would hear his, while his arms came to wrap around her, and he entered the apartment kicking the door shut softly behind him.
"I'm sorry Ryouki, I haven't seen you for two days….And I just greet you with crying…I'm such a horrible girlfriend…" She said stepping back from his arms more tears welling up. "No Hatsumi…It's fine…" Ryouki looked at her specially then, she had to be planning something. She never ever acted like this, something had to be up. Ryouki took a step forward as to take her into his arms, but Hatsumi stepped back and just happened to trip over the step of the door way.
Ryouki bent to grab her before she was to fall and hit the ground, oh but it wasn't that easy. Ryouki himself also fell, landing himself right onto the brunette headed girl.
"Hatsu…." Before his words could finish leaving his mouth, her pale pink lips connected with his. Her arms would wrap around his neck pulling his head more close to her. She wanted him to fill her with his warmth. Take her over the edge, let her bask in his warmth. Her family wouldn't be home for a while…Two weeks if she thought correctly.
Ryouki couldn't believe what he was feeling, was it another one of his dreams of her beautiful body becoming his? No it couldn't be not this time. But something just wasn't right never had this happened before, never. She had kissed him first, ran to his arms, called herself a bad girlfriend for ignoring him for two days. Something was up. So the once feared Ryouki would pull his lips up out of her grasp before the kiss even began to heat up. He would tower above her, cheeks flushed as would be her's.
"Ryouki…I want to…" Her cheeks would light up even more as the words left her mouth unfinished. She wanted him to take away her pain with the kind of thing only he could give her. Sex. Ryouki seemed a little shocked at her words, if she had been acting normal he would have taken her up on that offer…But he hadn't planned on this either so, no condom. No sex.
"Sorry…Hatsu…No.." He would remove himself from her, and help her up to, wow Ryouki being a gentleman how sweet. She only looked at him with the same shocked look he had when she had told him she wanted him to…Well you know.
Hatsumei's eyes would fill with un-spilled puddles of blue water waiting to fall from her lovely brown eyes. Why? Why had Ryouki not excepted her, normally he would have jumped at this chance, hell at any chance to get rid of his cherry with the her. When he had helped her up, he had been a gentleman which was something never seen by her or anyone. What was happening to the simple life she had known.
Ryouki saw the tears coming into the girl he loves eyes. No…She was going to cry again and it was all his fault. Not that he hadn't made her cry before, but this time. She probably thought that he hated her, thought her to vile to even touch. Which wasn't true it was so not true. How badly he wanted to be with her couldn't even be said, damn you evil sperm and your getting females pregnant! That's when he heard it.. The words that broke his heart, and the look that made it even worse.
"Do you hate me so much Ryouki, that when you can't force yourself on me, you don't want anything from me?" The second the words had left those lips he loved to kiss, the little blue puddles became thin streams down her pale cheeks. Her innocent eyes looking up at the man she had though she had loved at one time, filled with heartbreak. How he just wanted to take the girl into his arms and hug her tight to him. Make her forget her pain. Love her body tell they couldn't go on anymore. Those things couldn't happen. The risk was to high, for the both of them.
Finally after moments of no words being spoken, Hatsumi would turn to run from him. To Shinogu's old room. Ryouki didn't want her, Shinogu left for good, her father might have been the one to have an affair with Azusa's mom, and tell proven not true Azusa still hated her! The world was just being to complicated right now. She needed to get away from him, she needed to get away from the world.
Before Hatsumi could escape her 'master' Ryouki would grab her wrist, pulling the brunette woman of his affections close to his body. Again his heart broke when she began to struggle against him, trying to escape the grasp of the young genius.
"Let…Let me go!" No, this was all to much, she needed to get away from Ryouki away from the world to Shinogu's room, she was safe there! Yes, she would struggle more hard. Oh so trying to get away from the man she thought loved her.
"Don't be stupid!" She felt herself being shaken by none other then Ryouki. He just stared into her eyes for a second holding her far enough away to see her fully, but have a firm grip on her shoulders. "Hatsumi. I love you. I care about you! That's why I won't. I won't do it without a condom." Her shoulders would wall, along with her head, more tears falling down those lovely pale cheeks. She had thought he hated her. Didn't love her and it turned out to be just the condom's fault.
"Ryouki. I love you too!" She went to his arms again, stumbling them back ward into her old room, the one she use to share with her younger sister Akane. The bunk bed's still there. Ryouki below her on the bottom bunk with Hatsumi, atop of him, looking down on her love. The tears slowly stopping their way from staining her cheeks.
As if Akane herself was here to drop it upon them, a condom would fall down from the mattress of the top bunk, right down next to Ryouki's head. Their cheeks lit up again, with the pale pink blush. This was like a wish come true for the both of them. Now, would the use it or not? That was truly the question.