Forever in my heart
Disclaimer: don't own it, don't sue me
Dedication: My Best Friend, you're inspiration and warmth knows no bounds
The gang is all 15 and Sakura has transformed all the cards, Syaoran and she are in love and I have decided so is Eriol and Tomoyo so this story could turn quite serious. It's mostly from Sakura's P.O.V. I wrote this because in my opinion, sometimes Tomoyo seems like the only one who cares about the friendship and is normally in fic it's Sakura who dies and Tomoyo is left! How would Sakura feel? This is re-done and re-posted so..yeah
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Forever in my heart
By emerald eyes
Tomoyo smiled as she dialled the familiar number and the ring tone sounded in her ear "moshi moshi, Sakura speaking?" answered a very tired sounding Sakura
"Hey, want to go too the beach today?"
"Sorry can't *sniff sniff* Tomoyo, not feeling we *cough cough* well."
Tomoyo smiled and said "do you want me to come over? I'll bring Kero-Chan and you some cakes if you want? "CAKE" screamed a familiar voice
"Shhh, Kero-Chan, settle down. Thanks Tomoyo, you'll get sick to!" "Well.get better ok!" and hung up the phone
Sakura gave a small smile despite the way she was feeling; Tomoyo was so pleasant and happy sounding. She needed that, it helped. She lay down on her bed and drifted off into a deep dreamless sleep, unbeknownst to her, terror had just happened while she slept peacefully
Sakura woke up too the sounds of her father's voice calling out, tears were in his eyes and he was as white as a sheet, "what's wrong father?" asked a still sleepy Sakura,
"come with me Sakura" answered Fujitaka. Sakura got up and after getting changed she walked after him, they stopped at Tomoyo's home and Sakura kept asking "what's wrong" over and over till Fujitaka exploded "shut up Sakura! You'll find out soon enough" Sakura looked shocked and kept silent. They walked into the mansion and were greeted by a very distraught person, Tomoyo's mom. Her hair was flying everywhere and her mascara was running, her normally clear-of-emotions face showed, hurt, anger and grief?
"Please follow me Sakura, I have too talk too you and your father" Sakura followed worried beyond belief.
They sat down on the leather couch Daidouji Sonomi took one long look at her and burst into tears, she managed too choke out "Tomoyo...is hurt"
Sakura was confused, "what do you mean Tomoyo's hurt, what's wrong?"
Fujitaka answered "Sakura, Tomoyo was shopping and she was crossing the road and the traffic Light changed and the driver couldn't see her when she was picking up some buttons off the road and crashed into her and Tomoyo's in hospital, she might not make it, I'm so sorry"
Denial pouring right out of her own and with a tight smile, she refused to accept the truth "your lying too me! She's not hurt, she's up in her room reading or doing something, or making a new dress!"
Sakura ran up-stairs to Tomoyo's room begging someone...she wasn't sure who, to let this be a joke. She coughed and spluttered as the winding hallways effects took her down. She entered Tomoyo's room yelling "Tomoyo!! Where are you Tomoyo?"
She threw open doors and checked in closets and finally she realized as she turned around, seeing her father with his arm around Sonomi comforting her "where is she? Tell me NOW!!"
Sonomi weakly said "Sakura, she's in hospital, she died was in a car crash, her body guards were with her but they ran to the side except for one who tried to protect her and she died earlier this morning."
Sakura knew that she wasn't lying by the look in her eyes, the look of such grief and horror said it all.
Sakura's back was turned as she said in a low voice "Father, take me to her. I want to see her"
Her father spoke up in protest but Sakura sharply turned to face him, the foggy wall of tears that clouded her vision threatening to spill over "Take me to her!!"
In the Car Sakura stared wordlessly out into space, her friend was dying. She couldn't do anything, here she was, the most powerful magician in the world and she couldn't do a thing.
She walked through the door of the hospital with her father and walked up to the front desk and asked the nurse at the desk "Which room is Tomoyo Daidouji in?"
The nurse looked and clicked around the computer for a few minutes then looked at her for a minute and asked a question that had seen the start of many a tearful goodbye "are you a friend or relative?"
Sakura spoke in monotone "I'm her cousin"
The nurse stood up and came around to where Sakura was standing, she looked at Fujitaka and told him "one person at a time please"
Fujitaka nodded and took his hand from his daughter's shoulder and the elderly nurse gestured for Sakura to follow her. Sakura wordlessly did and the nurse took her through to the Intensive Care Unit. She led her down a few more hallways and then stopped outside a room and she turned to face the young girl "you might not like what you see, please be quiet, don't yell or make any loud noise." Sakura dumbly nodded.
Sakura opened the door and gasped before an image flashed into her head of her mother looking the exact same after the cancer took severe hold. Her mother with no hair and so pale...so so pale. Sakura being only four had not stopped or dulled any pain she had felt when she had seen her mother, now being 11 years older and wiser, it intensified as she saw Tomoyo with the distant humming of machines beating a pattern in her mind.
She walked over to the bed and sat down gingerly as she stroked her friends beaten and bruised face. Tomoyo turned over, slightly awake, she mouthed something though the oxygen mask "S-sakura?"
Sakura smiled "yes Tomoyo, it's me"
Tomoyo struggled to put a sentence together though that barrier, that ironically was keeping her alive
Sakura gasped as she put the sentence together. Her emerald eyes welled up with tears "you love me?" she pointed at herself as Tomoyo nodded.
Sakura tearfully smiled and kissed her best friends cheek "I love you too"
Tomoyo smiled as she grew colder in Sakura arms as she stroked her hand and finally, an new angel entered the gates of heaven.
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A few months later came the funeral. Sakura stood in the pouring rain as she watched Tomoyo's light brown wooden casket being unloaded in the ground. Others tried to hold an umbrella but she refused as her salty tears mixed with the rain as it pounded heavily onto her head. Eriol threw a white magnolia, Tomoyo's favourite flower, into the ground as Sakura thought bitterly 'she'll never see it...what's the point?'
A few weeks later, while she lay in her room, awake, terrified of going to sleep she could hear her father's hushed whispers about her with her brother "she won't sleep, she's terrified that she won't wake up. She clings to me whenever I leave for work begging me to stay, not to leave her. Her grades are dropping but she just doesn't care. I'm scared she'll do something stupid."
Touya seemed just as afraid, sharing the same concerns about his little sister.
Sakura heard their whispers and began to cry, they didn't know what she was going through. Kero awoke to his mistress's tears and he quickly flew over and began to stroke her hair "what's wrong Sakura?"
She sniffed and looked at the little golden bear's concerned face. She thought dryly 'It's a shock he can pull that face' as she sighed and said "oh Kero...it's.."
She paused for a minute thinking of a way to best explain her answer to this seemingly innocent question "...everything, every little thing seems to gnaw away at my sanity. When Tomoyo died, I swear to god, I felt a little piece of me of me die to"
Kero nodded as he kept stroking her hair. Sakura continued speaking "Kero, Tomoyo died in my arms. Nobody knows that, it cut, it cut so deeply and it still hurts. Oh god Kero, it hurts so badly"
Kero flew down to her eye level and began speaking words he desperately wanted her to listen to "Sakura, she's not gone."
Sakura laughed bitterly "yes she is Kero, she died in my arms"
Kero held up a paw to silence her and continued "She may be gone in body but her spirit remains forever within you. She's you're angel, you're extra special angel who looks out for you."
Sakura looked at the bear "so I suppose she's not gone, she's not dead, she's my angel"
"She's forever in my heart"
A star twinkled brightly as she said these words, it twinkled with a light that made the other stars seem so dull and lifeless, it twinkled with a new found light. A new star and a new angel was born the night that Sakura said those words.
Disclaimer: don't own it, don't sue me
Dedication: My Best Friend, you're inspiration and warmth knows no bounds
The gang is all 15 and Sakura has transformed all the cards, Syaoran and she are in love and I have decided so is Eriol and Tomoyo so this story could turn quite serious. It's mostly from Sakura's P.O.V. I wrote this because in my opinion, sometimes Tomoyo seems like the only one who cares about the friendship and is normally in fic it's Sakura who dies and Tomoyo is left! How would Sakura feel? This is re-done and re-posted so..yeah
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Forever in my heart
By emerald eyes
Tomoyo smiled as she dialled the familiar number and the ring tone sounded in her ear "moshi moshi, Sakura speaking?" answered a very tired sounding Sakura
"Hey, want to go too the beach today?"
"Sorry can't *sniff sniff* Tomoyo, not feeling we *cough cough* well."
Tomoyo smiled and said "do you want me to come over? I'll bring Kero-Chan and you some cakes if you want? "CAKE" screamed a familiar voice
"Shhh, Kero-Chan, settle down. Thanks Tomoyo, you'll get sick to!" "Well.get better ok!" and hung up the phone
Sakura gave a small smile despite the way she was feeling; Tomoyo was so pleasant and happy sounding. She needed that, it helped. She lay down on her bed and drifted off into a deep dreamless sleep, unbeknownst to her, terror had just happened while she slept peacefully
Sakura woke up too the sounds of her father's voice calling out, tears were in his eyes and he was as white as a sheet, "what's wrong father?" asked a still sleepy Sakura,
"come with me Sakura" answered Fujitaka. Sakura got up and after getting changed she walked after him, they stopped at Tomoyo's home and Sakura kept asking "what's wrong" over and over till Fujitaka exploded "shut up Sakura! You'll find out soon enough" Sakura looked shocked and kept silent. They walked into the mansion and were greeted by a very distraught person, Tomoyo's mom. Her hair was flying everywhere and her mascara was running, her normally clear-of-emotions face showed, hurt, anger and grief?
"Please follow me Sakura, I have too talk too you and your father" Sakura followed worried beyond belief.
They sat down on the leather couch Daidouji Sonomi took one long look at her and burst into tears, she managed too choke out "Tomoyo...is hurt"
Sakura was confused, "what do you mean Tomoyo's hurt, what's wrong?"
Fujitaka answered "Sakura, Tomoyo was shopping and she was crossing the road and the traffic Light changed and the driver couldn't see her when she was picking up some buttons off the road and crashed into her and Tomoyo's in hospital, she might not make it, I'm so sorry"
Denial pouring right out of her own and with a tight smile, she refused to accept the truth "your lying too me! She's not hurt, she's up in her room reading or doing something, or making a new dress!"
Sakura ran up-stairs to Tomoyo's room begging someone...she wasn't sure who, to let this be a joke. She coughed and spluttered as the winding hallways effects took her down. She entered Tomoyo's room yelling "Tomoyo!! Where are you Tomoyo?"
She threw open doors and checked in closets and finally she realized as she turned around, seeing her father with his arm around Sonomi comforting her "where is she? Tell me NOW!!"
Sonomi weakly said "Sakura, she's in hospital, she died was in a car crash, her body guards were with her but they ran to the side except for one who tried to protect her and she died earlier this morning."
Sakura knew that she wasn't lying by the look in her eyes, the look of such grief and horror said it all.
Sakura's back was turned as she said in a low voice "Father, take me to her. I want to see her"
Her father spoke up in protest but Sakura sharply turned to face him, the foggy wall of tears that clouded her vision threatening to spill over "Take me to her!!"
In the Car Sakura stared wordlessly out into space, her friend was dying. She couldn't do anything, here she was, the most powerful magician in the world and she couldn't do a thing.
She walked through the door of the hospital with her father and walked up to the front desk and asked the nurse at the desk "Which room is Tomoyo Daidouji in?"
The nurse looked and clicked around the computer for a few minutes then looked at her for a minute and asked a question that had seen the start of many a tearful goodbye "are you a friend or relative?"
Sakura spoke in monotone "I'm her cousin"
The nurse stood up and came around to where Sakura was standing, she looked at Fujitaka and told him "one person at a time please"
Fujitaka nodded and took his hand from his daughter's shoulder and the elderly nurse gestured for Sakura to follow her. Sakura wordlessly did and the nurse took her through to the Intensive Care Unit. She led her down a few more hallways and then stopped outside a room and she turned to face the young girl "you might not like what you see, please be quiet, don't yell or make any loud noise." Sakura dumbly nodded.
Sakura opened the door and gasped before an image flashed into her head of her mother looking the exact same after the cancer took severe hold. Her mother with no hair and so pale...so so pale. Sakura being only four had not stopped or dulled any pain she had felt when she had seen her mother, now being 11 years older and wiser, it intensified as she saw Tomoyo with the distant humming of machines beating a pattern in her mind.
She walked over to the bed and sat down gingerly as she stroked her friends beaten and bruised face. Tomoyo turned over, slightly awake, she mouthed something though the oxygen mask "S-sakura?"
Sakura smiled "yes Tomoyo, it's me"
Tomoyo struggled to put a sentence together though that barrier, that ironically was keeping her alive
Sakura gasped as she put the sentence together. Her emerald eyes welled up with tears "you love me?" she pointed at herself as Tomoyo nodded.
Sakura tearfully smiled and kissed her best friends cheek "I love you too"
Tomoyo smiled as she grew colder in Sakura arms as she stroked her hand and finally, an new angel entered the gates of heaven.
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A few months later came the funeral. Sakura stood in the pouring rain as she watched Tomoyo's light brown wooden casket being unloaded in the ground. Others tried to hold an umbrella but she refused as her salty tears mixed with the rain as it pounded heavily onto her head. Eriol threw a white magnolia, Tomoyo's favourite flower, into the ground as Sakura thought bitterly 'she'll never see it...what's the point?'
A few weeks later, while she lay in her room, awake, terrified of going to sleep she could hear her father's hushed whispers about her with her brother "she won't sleep, she's terrified that she won't wake up. She clings to me whenever I leave for work begging me to stay, not to leave her. Her grades are dropping but she just doesn't care. I'm scared she'll do something stupid."
Touya seemed just as afraid, sharing the same concerns about his little sister.
Sakura heard their whispers and began to cry, they didn't know what she was going through. Kero awoke to his mistress's tears and he quickly flew over and began to stroke her hair "what's wrong Sakura?"
She sniffed and looked at the little golden bear's concerned face. She thought dryly 'It's a shock he can pull that face' as she sighed and said "oh Kero...it's.."
She paused for a minute thinking of a way to best explain her answer to this seemingly innocent question "...everything, every little thing seems to gnaw away at my sanity. When Tomoyo died, I swear to god, I felt a little piece of me of me die to"
Kero nodded as he kept stroking her hair. Sakura continued speaking "Kero, Tomoyo died in my arms. Nobody knows that, it cut, it cut so deeply and it still hurts. Oh god Kero, it hurts so badly"
Kero flew down to her eye level and began speaking words he desperately wanted her to listen to "Sakura, she's not gone."
Sakura laughed bitterly "yes she is Kero, she died in my arms"
Kero held up a paw to silence her and continued "She may be gone in body but her spirit remains forever within you. She's you're angel, you're extra special angel who looks out for you."
Sakura looked at the bear "so I suppose she's not gone, she's not dead, she's my angel"
"She's forever in my heart"
A star twinkled brightly as she said these words, it twinkled with a light that made the other stars seem so dull and lifeless, it twinkled with a new found light. A new star and a new angel was born the night that Sakura said those words.